Saturday, September 20, 2008

is it that ... ???

is it that you LOVE me 'cause you need me
or
is it that you need me 'cause you LOVE me


is it that you LOVE me 'cause you can't live without me
or
is it that you can't live without me 'cause you LOVE me


You say, you know everything.
You say, you know that you hurt me.
You say, you know that you gave me pain.

But, what you don't realize is, that I'm still wounded.
I'm still hurt and this pain remains.
After all the said and done, I have many reaons to hate you.

I should hate you, for breaking my trust.
I should hate you for backstabbing my heart.
I should hate you for hurting my soul.
I should hate you for betraying me.
But every time I try, I end up hating myself.

I'm so out of my mind, that I don't feel anything.
Did you see me smile last night ?
I have gone really numb.
This is not about us, but about me.
I am tired of being myself.
I'm tired of living like this, with you or without you.
If I share my true feelings, ain't it shows that I love you.


Don't love me, 'cause I love you, love me for loving me.

'Cause, I hate to see the one I love is happy with somebody else, but I surely hate it more to see the one I love is unhappy with me…