Monday, April 27, 2009

THANK YOU

Don't feel bad about ruining my life !!
Don't feel bad about betraying me !!
Don't feel bad about using bad words !!
Don't feel bad about breaking my heart !!
It is OK !!
Not a big deal, it happens with many people.

I'm not the only one !!
I will get my life on track, someday, somehow !!
I will get my trust back together and tape it !!
I will reminisce all your sweet words and stay alive !!
I will let my heart not to slip off my hands !!

I would have lost in this world, without you.
Thank you for making me what I am today.
Thank you for showing me the reality (or rather practicality) of the world.
Thank you for opening my eyes and making me see the ugliness in beauty.
THANK YOU for showing me how people can be.

I don't miss you, I miss the person, I thought you were.
You wonder why I don't talk to you ?
Believe me, its not that I don't want to, it's just that everything I want to say, doesn't matter, would not make any difference,
would not make any sense.
The bitterest tears shed over graves are for words left unsaid and deeds left undone.

Saturday, April 04, 2009

THIS IS NOT ENOUGH !!

NO !!
THIS IS NOT ENOUGH !!

I'm never gonna stop til' I get to you and those bastards of you, all of them !!!


And who's screwed up ?? YOU or ME ??

The one who never used to stay away from home, walked out, for YOU !!
The one who used to remember the phone numbers of his friends, now don't even remember when he last talked with them !!
The one who always used to care for everyone around, don't even care a damn about what his loved one's have gone through !!
The one who once had no reason to be unhappy, don't have a reason to be happy !!

There's more and more and more.. but why am I telling you ??
If you had ever cared (?) I would not be writing this !!

This song right here is based on a true story




Yeah, uh huh
It’s Richbeatz
This song right here is based on a true story
So sit down and listen"

This time was different (uh huh)
Felt like I was just a victim (yeah)
And it cut me like a knife (you cut me)
When you walked out of my life (you walked out)
Now I'm in this condition (yeah)
And I've got all the symptoms (uh huh)
And it cut me like a knife (you cut me)
But no matter what you'll never see me cry
(Nuh-uh, you will never see me cry)
(Nuh-uh, you will never see me cry)

I used to come home from school (school)
Straight to the phone
Just to talk to you (you)
See all the things I did
Or used to do (do)
You had my mind twisted
And so confused
But I still loved you til the end (til the end)
Why’s my life so rough?
Outta everything on my body
My heart’s getting touched (touched)
Feels like my heart hit deaf (deaf) (?)
Every relationship I’m in
I’m the one getting left (left)
I knew I shoulda left a long time ago (I know)
I loved you too much
I couldn’t let you go
And that lets me know that I care (yeah)
I can’t say the same cuz you still would be here (right here)
You would tell me it would be alright
Everything would go good when we talked all night (all night)
So for you, I hooked it up and felt safe (yeah)
You left me, it was just a lie to my face (yeah, yeah, yeah)

Now, every girl I go and talk to (yeah)
I have this feeling
Where I feel I’m getting lied to
And it’s not you
It’s not your fault
I’m sorry, it’s mine
It’s everything that I been through (been through)
And it won’t change (won’t change)
So I ma change (I ma change)
You would never make me cry
Or hurt me again (nope)
So if you wanna leave (leave)
You can leave (bye)
It’s less pain to my heart
To where I can breathe (uh huh)
I hear the same old thing (thing)
It’s like it’s on repeat
The same old saying (saying)
Won’t you talk to me?
I’m here for you (right here)
You wasn’t there
When I was crying, now were you? (nope)
It’s hard to believe the things you meant
Everything you say to me, you saying to him (damn)
You say you wasn’t like them other broads
But in the end, come to find out you are

I’m not the type to get my heart broken (uh huh)
I’m not the type to get upset and cry (nope)
Cuz I never leave my heart open (ok)
Never hurts when you say goodbye (right)
Relationships tend too deep (?) to me (me either)
Never got (?) they all in my face (uh huh)
Cuz someone can take it on me truly (yeah)
That other time, it didn’t mean a thing (right)

My mind is gone
I'm spinnin’ round (yeah)
And deep inside
My tears I'll drown (yeah)
I'm losin' grip
What’s happenin’ (ok)
I stray from love (yeah)
This is how I feel (yeah, yeah)

This time was different
Felt like I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
But no matter what you'll never see me cry

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Wednesday, April 01, 2009

You are a BITCH