joke of the day

4:11 PM me: http://www.orkut.co.in/Main#Profile?rl=fpp&uid=5505217677892533160

Vishwaraj: iska kya

4:13 PM me: dekh

Vishwaraj: ye toh apni whore hai

kya dukhu ?

me: shutup

not mine

Vishwaraj: :P

ok ur GF :P

4:14 PM my whore

me: fuck off

Vishwaraj: kya dekhna hai bolega

me: notin

u asked me if she delted her profuile

4:15 PM Vishwaraj: whn i asked ?

me: may be 2 days b4

Vishwaraj: toh haan yaa naah bol deta ..

salle

hor ka pro visit karwa diya

:x

naha ke aana padega

chapter 20

Chapter 20

inconsistency and confusion describe the characteristics profile of this female
same goes for her love life too
she will never be committed to a single guy and remains unfaithful too, so never try to bind her
let her enjoy her freedom, and she will allow you to fcuk her, but she will never return back to you even if she gets tired of her expeditions (actually she always finds out some new expeditions)
her dreams are very different from that of a normal female
she hums a different tune which will make you fall pray to her, and nobody will even know about your death
she is like a butterfly, which sits on every flower, but belongs to none
position and power matters a lot to her along with the money and bank balance
if you want her to fall in love with you, spend a lot of cash on her, show her money, buy her expensive stuff, take her to pubs and discotheques
she will make you trust her completely and will not give you an opportunity to be unduly suspicious of her activities
before committing, she will dissect your behavior and then dissect your life

chapter 19

Chapter 19

she is unbelievably smart and knows very well how to keep people busy with useless matters..
she has a born characteristic to fool people so as to get her business done..
due to the exposure to sales and marketing, very good at convincing anyone and making them believe to whatever that she says and in the process makes very nice use of them..
she will always keep you away from her friends, away from her social circle, so that you can never get to find out the truth about her promiscuous behavior, about her die hard crushes and the guys close to being her boyfriend (whom she is chasing)..
and if somehow you find out anything about (her so many other) affairs, then you better get fucked before she finds out that you have found out about her being a SLUT
undoubtedly genius at practicing to keep necessary people at bay, this way nobody will ever know what she is doing to you, and afterward nobody will believe you..
if you were in a relationship with her, no matter how hard you try, in the end nobody will believe that you even ever existed in her life..
she can go to any level in order to get your sympathy
she will even get herself raped to gain your attention and label someone with a rapist degree
much more to come hereafter, stay tuned

chapter 18

Chapter 18

she is a parasite..
in more aggregated terminology, can say a human SYMBIOTE..
an extremely deadly organism (better known as BITCH) that bonds with humans in order to survive..
she will eat out her victims' (read as YOUR) brain in order to keep you fooling and disconnect you from the surrounding world, so then you believe (blindly trust) her and only her..
once allowed to get attached, you will experience hard time keeping her away..
you are just a pray for her..
she will feed on your dreams and emotions, using it for her own comfort and then somehow she will convince you to mind your own business..
she will be around as long as you have money..
all that she wants is her own happiness and your money..
she will utilize all your time and strength, then show to everybody that how useless you are..
guys are just material for her..
use, reuse, recycle and then throw away when no more useful to her..
she holds a masters degree in manipulating the truth, hiding the lies and covering up the traces, even if you doubt or try to know about the truth, your efforts will be washed away in her tears..

ए खुदा

बस एक ही गुज़ारिश है

chapter 17

Chapter 17

she is the kind of a girl, you don't want to be as your bride..
she is the kind of a girl, your parents don't want as their daughter in law..

coming from slum area, she is attracted towards the high profile lifestyle..
always jealous about all other girls, cause she can not match their levels in maturity as well as morality..
tries to live lavish lifestyle by spending money on costly clothing and expensive stuff, enjoy free rides to pubs and discotheques for free (obviously) on behalf of someone else, (her parents never taught her to compromise in life)..

she thinks that she is not born to live in India..
actually I agree on this up to some extent.. but I feel that girls like her are not meant to live in this world at all..

she finds an immense pleasure in abusing people..
hurting people is her passion, and playing with their emotions is her most favorite game..
she is a wicked and emotionally sick girl, even worst than animals..

just her shadow can lead to an epidemic..
anybody who wants to live, better stay away from her sight..

60 things most girls don't know

-- Guys hate sluts even though they have sex with them!
(oh yeah.. you're not "popular" if you've slept with more than one guy.. you're a HOE)

-- "Hey, are you busy?" or "Are you doing something?" ~ two phrases guys open with to stop from stammering on the phone.

-- Guys may be flirting around all day, but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.

-- Before they call, guys try to plan out a little about what they're gonna say so there aren't awkward pauses, but once he's on the phone he forgets it all and makes it up as he goes.

-- Guys go crazy over a girl's smile.

-- Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him.

-- Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest. Unless they're goin for the let-her-complain-to-you-and-then-have-her-realize-how-wonderful-and-nice-you-are method.

-- A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to.

-- Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still loved.

-- Don't talk about your guy friends to your boyfriend.

-- Guys get jealous easily.

-- Guys are more emotional than they'd like people to think.

-- Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?!..uh... never mind.." would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll obsess about it trying to figure it out.

-- Guys are good flatterers when courting but they usually stammer when they talk to a girl they really like.

-- Guys hate asking parents for money to buy girls presents. So they come up with ideas like saving their lunch money for a week. But it never works because guys are always hungry so they end up asking the parents for money anyway.

-- Girls are guys' weaknesses.

-- Guys are very open about themselves.

-- It's good to test a guy first before you trust him. But don't let him wait too long.

-- Your best friend, whom your boyfriend seeks help from about his problems with you may end up being admired by your boyfriend.

-- If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don't need to give advice.

-- A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.

-- Guys love you more than you love them if they are serious in your relationships.

-- Guys will brag about anything.

-- Guys use words like hot or cute to describe girls. We rarely use beautiful. If a guy uses that, he likes you a whole hell of a lot.

-- No matter how much guys talk about asses and boobs, personality is key.

-- Guys learn from experience not from the romance books that girls read and take as their basis of experience.

-- Guys worry about the thin line between being compassionate and being whipped.

-- Guys think WAY too much. One small thing a girl does, even if she doesn't notice it can make the guy think about it for hours, trying to figure out what it meant.

-- Guys seek for advice from girls not other guys. Because most guys think alike, so if one guy's confused, then we're all confused.

-- Any guy could write out a rulebook or advice book for flirting, but no guy can write out a book about relationships.

-- Try to be as straightforward as possible.

-- If the guy does something stupid in front of the girl, he will think about it for the next couple days or until the next time he spends time with the girl.

-- If a guy looks unusually calm and laid back, he's probably faking it and is spazzing inside.

-- When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl, he really is. Guys rarely say that.

-- When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, "Please come and listen to me."

-- Guys don't really have final decisions.

-- If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him. It doesn't happen that often, so when it does, you know something's up.

-- If your best guy friend seems to avoid you or is never around when you're with your boyfriend, he's probably jealous and likes you.

-- When a guy tells you that you are beautiful, don't say you aren't. It makes them want to stop telling you because they don't want you to disagree with them.

-- When a guy looks at you for longer than a second, he's definitely thinking something.

-- Guys like femininity not feebleness.

-- Guys don't like girls who punch harder than they do.

-- A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes.

-- Don't be a snob. Guys can be intimidated and give up easily.

-- Everything in moderation. Put on makeup, wear perfume. Just not too much.

-- Guys talk about girls more than girls talk about guys.

-- Guys hate rejection, but they hate being led on even more.

-- If you are going to reject a guy, just do it. Don't say they are like a brother or just good friends, it just hurts even more. Tell them that you aren't interested in a relationship and they will respect you.

-- Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions and are MAD confusing but somehow are drawn even more to them.

-- A guy would give his left nut to be able to read a girl's mind for a day.

-- No guy can handle all his problems on his own. He's just too stubborn to admit it.

-- Not all guys are assholes. Just because ONE is a jackass doesnt mean he represents ALL of us.

-- We don't like girls who are too skinny.

-- We love it when girls talk about there boobs.

-- Always make sure you know what kind of stuff your getting into before making out with a guy ...like whether it's a one time deal or not ....

-- Believe it or not shy guys are the most easiest to talk to.. it may not seem right but trust me they will start opening up like books after you just ask them questions about their lives and unnoticeable tell them about yours...

-- When a guy hits your butt it means that he wants you sexually

-- Even if they refuse it all guys are ticklish on the ribs

-- Guys love neck rubs and if he lets you keep doing it.. it means that he really likes you or his neck really hurts...

-- Guys will test the waters to see how far they can get with you. Even if he doesn't intend to it will happen. Know how far it is you want to let him go and he will respect that... after you let him know a couple times.

-- When a guy sacrifices his sleep and health just to be with you, he really likes you and wants to be with you as much as possible.

know how I feel ?

sometimes I wish if this was easy
I want to leave you behind
I want you to be the past

but, I guess, its next to impossible
every night when I fall asleep, I see you in dreams
dreams turn nightmare very often, cause I see you almost always with someone else
WTF !!
I mean.. it's my dream, and I see you with..
ain't that great ?!

after loving you whole heartedly
and knowing you like this, almost completely
good memories and bad memories
they exist in contradiction
at the same place..
my fucked up mind

know how I feel ?
I can lie to the world, but I can't lie to the mirror
every day, every time, every time I tell myself
'I deserve this, I deserve being like this'

chapter 16

Chapter 16

she brings bad luck
very much like cat in nature
she will come to you, WHEN SHE NEEDS your attention, WHEN SHE NEEDS to be pampered
but if she crossed your path, then you are certainly going to have a bad life (unless you are a DOG)

she will always create a scene, for you or against you, no matter what place it is

she will not let go of any good lad without trying to impress and involve him in herself
she will not mind sleeping with you, even if you are just an acquaintance (its FUN dude)
always looking for guys to have one night stands

firstly she will do all kind of crazy things to make you fall for her, to make you trust her
and once she is done with the work, now that she had used you, got the pleasures for her and had satisfied herself, she will throw the shit on your face
if she has a problem with you, she will not tell you about it, but instead she will tell these things to your friends, malign your image and separate you from your loved ones
she will prove that she is too good and you are a worthless creature, a nuisance for everyone around

another day passes by

another day passes by
one more face without a smile

I see them standing
they're standing so close
she is starin at his eyes
and he's playin with her nose

I see him holding her hand
and givin her a red rose
I wish I could capture
they're just in a perfect pose

another day passes by
one more face without a smile

THANK YOU

Don't feel bad about ruining my life !!
Don't feel bad about betraying me !!
Don't feel bad about using bad words !!
Don't feel bad about breaking my heart !!
It is OK !!
Not a big deal, it happens with many people.
I'm not the only one !!
I will get my life on track, someday, somehow !!
I will get my trust back together and tape it !!
I will reminisce all your sweet words and stay alive !!
I will let my heart not to slip off my hands !!

I would have lost in this world, without you.
Thank you for making me what I am today.
Thank you for showing me the reality (or rather practicality) of the world.
Thank you for opening my eyes and making me see the ugliness in beauty.
THANK YOU for showing me how people can be.

I don't miss you, I miss the person, I thought you were.
You wonder why I don't talk to you ?
Believe me, its not that I don't want to, it's just that everything I want to say, doesn't matter, would not make any difference, would not make any sense.
The bitterest tears shed over graves are for words left unsaid and deeds left undone.

THIS IS NOT ENOUGH !!

NO !!
THIS IS NOT ENOUGH !!

I'm never gonna stop til' I get to you and those bastards of you, all of them !!!


And who's screwed up ?? YOU or ME ??

The one who never used to stay away from home, walked out, for YOU !!
The one who used to remember the phone numbers of his friends, now don't even remember when he last talked with them !!
The one who always used to care for everyone around, don't even care a damn about what his loved one's have gone through !!
The one who once had no reason to be unhappy, don't have a reason to be happy !!

There's more and more and more.. but why am I telling you ??
If you had ever cared (?) I would not be writing this !!

This song right here is based on a true story

Yeah, uh huh
It’s Richbeatz
This song right here is based on a true story
So sit down and listen"

This time was different (uh huh)
Felt like I was just a victim (yeah)
And it cut me like a knife (you cut me)
When you walked out of my life (you walked out)
Now I'm in this condition (yeah)
And I've got all the symptoms (uh huh)
And it cut me like a knife (you cut me)
But no matter what you'll never see me cry
(Nuh-uh, you will never see me cry)
(Nuh-uh, you will never see me cry)

I used to come home from school (school)
Straight to the phone
Just to talk to you (you)
See all the things I did
Or used to do (do)
You had my mind twisted
And so confused
But I still loved you til the end (til the end)
Why’s my life so rough?
Outta everything on my body
My heart’s getting touched (touched)
Feels like my heart hit deaf (deaf) (?)
Every relationship I’m in
I’m the one getting left (left)
I knew I shoulda left a long time ago (I know)
I loved you too much
I couldn’t let you go
And that lets me know that I care (yeah)
I can’t say the same cuz you still would be here (right here)
You would tell me it would be alright
Everything would go good when we talked all night (all night)
So for you, I hooked it up and felt safe (yeah)
You left me, it was just a lie to my face (yeah, yeah, yeah)

Now, every girl I go and talk to (yeah)
I have this feeling
Where I feel I’m getting lied to
And it’s not you
It’s not your fault
I’m sorry, it’s mine
It’s everything that I been through (been through)
And it won’t change (won’t change)
So I ma change (I ma change)
You would never make me cry
Or hurt me again (nope)
So if you wanna leave (leave)
You can leave (bye)
It’s less pain to my heart
To where I can breathe (uh huh)
I hear the same old thing (thing)
It’s like it’s on repeat
The same old saying (saying)
Won’t you talk to me?
I’m here for you (right here)
You wasn’t there
When I was crying, now were you? (nope)
It’s hard to believe the things you meant
Everything you say to me, you saying to him (damn)
You say you wasn’t like them other broads
But in the end, come to find out you are

I’m not the type to get my heart broken (uh huh)
I’m not the type to get upset and cry (nope)
Cuz I never leave my heart open (ok)
Never hurts when you say goodbye (right)
Relationships tend too deep (?) to me (me either)
Never got (?) they all in my face (uh huh)
Cuz someone can take it on me truly (yeah)
That other time, it didn’t mean a thing (right)

My mind is gone
I'm spinnin’ round (yeah)
And deep inside
My tears I'll drown (yeah)
I'm losin' grip
What’s happenin’ (ok)
I stray from love (yeah)
This is how I feel (yeah, yeah)

This time was different
Felt like I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
But no matter what you'll never see me cry

प्यार तो कभी था ही नही

You are a BITCH

with love

FYI

Young women are becoming more promiscuous, with more sexual partners than men, according to a new survey.

By the age of 21, they have had sex with an average of nine lovers - two more than their male partner. The poll of 2,000 by a magazine revealed that one in four young women has slept with more than 10 people, compared with one in five men who had done the same.

Young women are also twice as likely to be unfaithful, with 50 per cent admitting they have cheated on a partner - half at least twice. The survey follows an academic study branded Britain one of the casual sex capitals of the Western world, with residents having more one-night stands and more liberal attitudes than those in Australia, France, the Netherlands, Italy and the US.

"Our results show that after decades of lying back and thinking of England, today's twenty-something women are taking control of their sex lives and getting what they want in bed," the Telegraph quoted Lisa Smosarski, the editor the magazine More , as saying.

The survey found that only 1 per cent of young women said that they would wait until marriage to have sex, with the majority losing their virginity at 16. More than 50 per cent said that they were not in love with their first partner and only one in three believe it is important to be in love with someone before going to bed with them.

Seven out of 10 said they had had a one-night stand, with a fifth admitting to having had more than five casual encounters. Also, 60 per cent said they would be prepared to do a "kiss-and-tell" and would sell their account of a one-night-stand with a famous person for 20,000 pounds.

Four out of 10 said they would marry for money or sleep with their boss if it meant they would get promoted, while a quarter would have an affair with a married man.

The survey also found young women are taking "huge risks" with their health, with 38 per cent not using a condom with a new partner and 16 per cent having contracted a sexually transmitted disease. However the respondents still claimed they are not having as much sex as they would like, with 13 per cent claiming their love life is "disappointing" and a further 10 per cent calling it "non-existent".

The survey also found that the average young woman has sex three times a week but would prefer to do it five times. (TNN)


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कोई जाए तो बताए उसे

nahi ye ho nahi sakta

life is not the same anymore

I might get over you
but I could never forget you
I might stop to pursue you
but I could never forgive you

I want to break free and live again
as if there's no end to my joy
heart filled with happiness
nothing to look back or hold on
a fearless ride to friend's place and back home

someone to hold on, to depend
someone to lean on and pretend
someone to reach when world is going to end
someone to look in the eye, trust and call her as a friend
someone to die for
someone worth, for whom I could risk everything again
someone, but not you

I'm not upset, I am not lamenting
this feeling is just hard to keep inside
everything I see can never be the same again
everything I feel can never be the same again
life would never be the same again
life is not the same anymore

chapter 15

Chapter 15

if you have bought her a gift, it has to be costly for sure, or its not accepted
if she doesn't like it, then you will have to buy her another gift, preferably chosen by herself
or else your gift would be thrown on your face

its always money on her mind, she could be with anyone who can buy her expensive stuff and give her more money to spend on herself
she would keep fooling everyone and make use of them, even her sister, mother, mother-fucker.. (oops.. father [:P]), did not spare them

she can do no good to anybody and for all the bad things she has done, she proves that it was just a small mistake and she had committed the act under pressure
she shows how great she is and how many compromises she is doing
how great she is to sacrifice all her life and she is the one who is going through the pain
she makes you feel that nobody understands her and she is the lonely soul, there by capturing your sympathy the very moment and fooling you to believe her lies

and now when I see the pictures, I can figure out how ugly she is in looks

chapter 14

Chapter 14

माकड (माकड is a Marathi word which means MONKEY)
that's her another name..
she is still famous in her colleagues by this name most of them use this term to refer her instead of taking her name
even in her college life nobody used to accompany her due to her selfish and greedy nature
she herself used to run behind everyone as per her need, even after being insulted
she is been a BITCH from her college days or may be earlier.. from birth ??
wherever there was fun, enjoyment and money, this BITCH used to be there
if she is getting something, without giving anything, BITCH will run there
due to her greed, she once ate a biscuit which had fell in toilet [it's true]

did I tell you about her boyfriends and other affairs in college ?
and I used to think that Sudhir was the first guy in her life !!
what kind of a girl she is?
may be her mother and father did not teach her any morals or may be they were themselves like that, BITCH just followed on their footprints
this could be hereditary, being BITCH is in their blood


[on request by readers, I will continue with the chapters]

I WILL GET YOU

I am not gonna let this go so easily
I will keep my anger inside
this time I'm not gonna hit the wall
I will not take out my frustration
I will not let my wounds to heal
I will keep my hatred burning and alive

I will keep it all inside
till it crosses the limits
till it overrides my desires
till it explodes my head
till it fills up my mind with insanity

and then..
I would struck with the lightning
I would burst out the volcano
I would hail with the storm
I would hit as a tornado

SOME DAY, SOME WHERE, SOME HOW !!!
I WILL GET YOU BITCH !!!

if you had only left

if you had only left
I should not be writing our story
if you had gone quietly
it could have been easier to survive through your memory

if you had not betrayed me
I wouldn't be invading your territory
I should not have started this fight,
alas' now I am fighting for my glory

if you had only left
it wouldn't hurt this bad
but you FUCKIN BITCH, never left
every time you wanted to leave
and then every other time when I tried to let you go,
you kept coming back
crying all the time
talking all the shit
doing emotional drama
just for the sake of your happiness
just for the sake of your feelings
just for the sake of your pleasure

If you had only left
I should not be doing this to you
I should not be doing this to me
but you FUCKING BITCH, unsatisfied whore
you forced me to believe you
and then you stabbed my trust
I thought you were changed
but you only played for your lust
you stole everything that I had
you took away everything that I had earned
and the things that you couldn't take away
you just destroyed them all with the help of your brokers

listen up BITCH, this is for you

जिस पे आए दिल तेरा

मैं अपने दुखों में रहता हू

मोहब्बत हो तो बेहद हो,

अब की बार मिलोगे तो

who are you now ?

who are you now ?
are you still the same ?
or did you change somehow ?

As if you think that I care ?! I don't care a fuck about you, even if you live or die.
Oh, I do care! 'Cause as long as you are alive, I've got the reason to live.
I don't want you to die, but I want you to live and feel the pain of devastated self being. I just want you to be disgraced and disguised. I reproach you. I want you to suffer every day, every night, every passing moment.
I had given you enough chances to change, but you BITCH never changed. Kept playing all the time, drowned me in your fake emotions. You were like this only, a BITCH, a SLUT, a PROSTITUTE, a WHORE. Did I miss any name ? So now even if you say that you have changed, it doesn't matter to me. Your must pay the price for everything. You have already done the damage and you can't get away with this by accepting your mistakes and apologizing. You fucking mouth shitting the word sorry, will not bring back my lost identity. You have not committed a crime, but a sin.

No. I am not INSANE. This is the way I have learned to live.
This is not REVENGE, it's PUNISHMENT !!

I ain't afraid of your brokers. This time they see me and they will never be able to see anything else. Now tell that bastard, who accompanied you twice, that I'm going to fuck his life sooner and it will be all because of you.

Chat with Myaw

From: Myaw
Date: Mon, Dec 29, 2008 at 12:09 PM
Subject: Chat with Myaw
To: dhagej@gmail.com

12:00 PM Myaw: STOP WRITING ALL NON SENSE ON ORKUT OR BLOG

ITS A REQUEST AND A WARNING

12:02 PM I WANT IT CLEAR TODAY

BEFORE THE SUN SETS

*OR OR OR *

I KNOW WAHT TO DO

N U KNOW IT BETTER

OK

me: mulagi asnyacha gair fayda ghene bandh karr

12:03 PM Myaw: DHAGEJ

ME AJUN KASLACH GAIR FAIDA GHETLA NAHI

AJUN PAN VEL GELI NAHI

STOP ALL THIS

me: ani tujhya dhamakya tujhya javalach thev

12:05 PM Myaw: ME DHAMKI NAHI DET AHE

ITS A REQUEST I SAID

12:06 PM me: tujhi natak bazi bandh karr

Myaw: AJUN VEL AHE

STOP IT

PLZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ

STOP THAT BLOGS

ORKUT

me: tujhya mule maza ani sagarcha relation spoil zala

Myaw: REMOVE THE STUFF ABOUT ME

me: maza ani amit cha relation spoil zala

12:07 PM Myaw: TUZA MULE

me: maza ani vishu cha relation spoil zala

Myaw: TUCH TASA AES

OHHHHHHHHHHH

TUZA ANI VISHU CHA RELATION hoTA KA DHAGEJ ?

me: maza ani bhakti cha relation spoil zala

Myaw: bY THE WAY

me: u exploited d differences between us

Myaw: I AM NOT INTERESTED TO gossip with u

me: neither me

Myaw: this is jus t to warn u

12:08 PM or else

i kno wha tshud i do

me: or else ?

Myaw: u know

u know it better

isnt it

?

me: no bol

bol na

12:09 PM Myaw: ok

me: ajun karun karun kay karshil

Myaw: u wnat to see right ?

me: but as far as m true

i have nothing to fear

Myaw: alrightttt

me: when God is with me

Myaw: then go ahead with waht u are doing

i will see

sahan hotai tovar karel

me: m doin nothing

Myaw: ani jast zala tar

U ARE GONE

12:10 PM me: sahan tu karte aahes :P

Myaw: I DONT WANT TO DO THAT

BUT STILL

i will do it

cant u sit back n think about waht u are doing

is it right ?

stop it dhagej

its not good for u

i wil gain no harm out if thid

12:11 PM nothing will happen to me

but u wil spoil ur good time in lie

life

which wont come again

so better

think of it

and stop it

I haven't even started BITCH ! And one thing for sure, when I will start, you won't be able to stop me. Sooner or later it will begin. I ain't worried about the ending, 'cause I have nothing to end. I have come way too ahead of the dead end.

Beware BITCH !! Beware BROKERS !!

Beware BITCH !! Beware BROKERS !!

What have you thought ? You ended it ?
I have got my eyes on you !!
I am not done as long as your brokers are alive.
They are going to pay for your deeds and their foolish acts.
Neither I am joking, nor I am giving you a warning. But this is the beginning of the happening.

Should I shoot them in the head and kill them in an instance.
OR
Should I slit their throat and let them feel the pain while dying every moment till they succumb to the last breathe.

I don't care a fuck about any being left behind your brokers, all I care is for my self satisfaction.
I will only feel good when I will crush them beneath my feet.

One day you will wake up in the morning, just to realize the reality of the insanity. You might just wake up and find yourself lying in a brothel or every new morning in a new bed under a new SWEET HUSBAND.

This time, no choice slut !! I am going to decide what, when and where !!
You already know the answer for WHY !!

I promise !! I'll be BACK !!

Hey BITCH!! Eyes wide open !!
I know you are reading this.
Every word that I am writing here is right from the remains of my devastated world, through the bleeding of my wounded heart.

I haven't forgotten anything, not a word, not a deed.
Everything that happened, is carved in my head, all the words you said, good and bad.

Prii Da Fuckin Bitch !!
Prii Da Slut !!
Prii Da Whore !!

This is you, the REAL YOU.

I haven't forgotten what you have done to my family.
I haven't forgotten what you have done to my friends.
I haven't forgotten what you have done to my career, what you have done at my office.
You brought two brokers with you, brokers all the time surrounding a characterless whore.
Oh what am I talking. Do whores like you really have a character ?

The man whom you made to call me as a police officer, is the guy working at your office.
Those other two brokers and fatichar and your family too.

I am not gonna forgive any of these people.
Mark my words. I make another promise.
I'm not gonna quit so easily. Not as long as you are breathing and alive. Not as long as every other guy responsible along with you is having a sigh of relief.
For all of you, the last fate will be written by me.

I promise !! I'll be BACK !!

my curse will follow your bloodlines

तेरी बेवफ़ाई के किस्से

my curse will follow your bloodlines

successful is not the one

From: Myaw
Date: Fri, Oct 10, 2008 at 7:57 PM
Subject: Chat with Myaw
To: dhagej@gmail.com

6:41 PM Myaw: Hi

6:42 PM me: wait

damn busy

Myaw: :(

me: i've got a product release

6:44 PM Myaw: :(

me: dnt make such faces

6:46 PM Myaw: y ?

me: i dnt lyk it

Myaw: y ?

13 minutes

7:00 PM Myaw: that mental is acting smart

saying that he was in delhi

flied

and ha,,,

7:01 PM sent a IM to me,,that,,,,BOUIGHT A NEW HOME THERTER FOR NEW HOME

n then said,,

wrng window

hahaha

acing smart

7:02 PM me: ;-|

7:03 PM Myaw: kutra ahe to ek number cha

me: ;-|

7:08 PM Myaw: what ?

7 minutes

7:15 PM Myaw: :((

7:17 PM i am in bangalore

all alone

in a beautiful suite

in a hotel

7:18 PM in a 5 star hotel

its a aprtment types...with 2 bedroooms

a living ares

kitchen

beautifyul blconnies

7:19 PM bath tub

wowwwwwwwwwwww

its awesome

but i am alll allone

me: hmmm

7:21 PM if everything around you still don't make you realize then ...

Myaw: what ?

7:22 PM me: successful is not the one who walks ahead , but the one with whom people walk

Myaw: ya

many people walk with me

i give apportunities to many people

:)

me: so u shud not be alone

7:23 PM Myaw: arey

labours sobat firu kai ?

me: lolzz

u will never realize the meaning of that statement

Myaw: okko

7:24 PM i am a dumbass na

me: did I say so ?

Myaw: but i said na

me: u r a smart girl

Myaw: :((

leave it

me: :-)

Myaw: sstop burning me

its greting hypre

7:25 PM me: what do you want

Myaw: nothing

leave it

SORRY

me: what do expect

Myaw: BYE

me: FINE

LET US BURN

7:26 PM x-(

31 minutes

7:57 PM me: kadhi paryant he asech chalnar aahes

Myaw: kai keleme ?

7:58 PM me: x-(

7:59 PM Myaw: r u coming to bangalotre >

me: waste yaar

u dnt care a fuck abt me n my feelings

8:00 PM Myaw: arey what feeelings now

panchhi hoon

panchhi hoon
udne do.. udne do
hawaaon se.. ladne do..

raste galiyaan.. chhod aaya main
bhoole waade.. tod chala main

yeh raat abhi dhal jaayegi
yeh baat abhi badal jaayegi

tanha hoon
rehne do.. rehne do
aansoo hoon
behne do.. behne do

who am I

It is so irritating
I am all messed up and frustrated
When nothing can make the feelings go away
When nothing can calm down the anger within and it keeps eating me from the inside
I have realized, I have come way to ahead, its too late to go back and I can't go ahead, cause the one who knew the path for the journey has betrayed and left

I hate myself cause of you SLUT
Sometimes I wish I was a kid again, skinned knees are better than a broken heart
My soul is stuck in my body
I just want to run away and hide somewhere, but can't help myself, cause every where I go, memories follow like the shadow
Even shadow are left behind in the darkness, but memories keep haunting

I am changed so much for someone, that I have lost my real identity and I can't change back to who I was
I am tired of changing myself all the time

I get irritated when somebody asks me how are you
I get really pissed off, when somebody smiles and expects the same from me

I feel like a kid who has lost his way home and I am crawling in the darkness