sometimes I wish if this was easy
I want to leave you behind
I want you to be the past
but, I guess, its next to impossible
every night when I fall asleep, I see you in dreams
dreams turn nightmare very often, cause I see you almost always with someone else
WTF !!
I mean.. it's my dream, and I see you with..
ain't that great ?!
after loving you whole heartedly
and knowing you like this, almost completely
good memories and bad memories
they exist in contradiction
at the same place..
my fucked up mind
know how I feel ?
I can lie to the world, but I can't lie to the mirror
every day, every time, every time I tell myself
'I deserve this, I deserve being like this'
