chapter 11

Chapter 11

she is one unsatisfied girl
no matter how much money u spend
no matter how much love u give
no matter how much u care
no matter what u do 4 her
you can't please her
its only money that lures her
you will lose everything takin care of her mood swings
d more you do 4 her, d more she expects n this does go on
when you reach your limits, she will just find some other guy who can replace you n fulfill her now increased expectations (leavin u dry n exhausted)
she can fall 4 anyone, you just need to be around her consolin n pamperin her when she is emotionally down, show her some money and then you can HAVE her
now there's a new term to refer her
she is a PROPERTY which is already used unofficially by THREE (or more?) guyz
I must not forget to mention that I paid THIRTEEN THOUSAND 4 usin this PROPERTY, which I think is too much 4 THREE NIGHTS
now d guy who is officially goin to own this PROPERTY, is either a fool or an emotional fool [:D]

with loads of hate n curse, wish you a fucked up new year

chapter 10

Chapter 10

evrytym I write abt this gal, it reminds me of d beautiful curse that she spelled on me
physically she is no gud n emotionally she is even worst
with so many health problems in her list, she is as good as handicapped
she is always on a search 4 d one who wil take gud care of her, d one who wil make her feel happy wen she is down, d one who wil satisfy her physical n monetory needs, n she is very smart 2 handle these three (or more) guyz efficiently [:D]
she does go 2 any lowest level just 2 prove herself right n cover up her lies
she has no frnds(?) in gals, only males all around her whom she uses as per her convenience
a PLAY GAL, once u r influenced by her, there's no escape 4m her claws
a witch is better than this bitch
world sees her as a responsible gal with pride n high ambitions
howevr she is highly unethical in behavior n lives with no morals
people comin 4m slum area r lyk that only, they wil do anything 4 d sake of their own happiness n money
same kinda ppl now accompany n sway around her

Love = Money

They say, LOVE is GOD and God is Love.

Therefore, we have

Love = God ------ (1)

But in today's world, Money is God

Therefore, we have

Money = God ------ (2)

From equation 1 and 2, we can conclude,

Love = Money

they call me

they call me insane
but it ain't their fault
they can never feel my pain

they call me insensitive
but they don't know the fact
why am I so much negative

they call me mad
Oh God! I was never like this
I was a happy living lad

they call me crazy
but after all that's said n done
to be ME is not so easy

la la la la la

sleeping by your side
I did enjoy the night
don't know what to decide
you lied to me

you slept with other guy
and stabbed me in the eye
now are you gratified
you lied to me

la la la la la

chapter 9

Chapter 9

here is another 1
4 d one who is a betrayer
she never was a girl I thought I knew
she is a shameless girl, never cares 4 anyone
she is d most selfish girl I have ever met, d worst liar yet in my life
I run out of bad words when I think of her
I dnt need 2 giv any bad words, but she nly cals herself 'whore', 'slut', 'sex slave', 'BITCH', 'prostitute'
she knws very well how 2 use guys n get d benefits from them
gets closer 2 guys by catching their sympathies 4 her
she wil use anything that gives her happiness n will go 2 any lowest level 4 her self-satisfaction, let it be emotional or physical
she is a criminal mind, wil leave no traces behind her which might cause her any trouble
takes (mis) advantage of being a girl, even God must be ashamed of her being a women
I lost d respect 4 women after I got 2 know this bloody selfish girl [?]
makes use of her tears 2 control men around her
she wil do anything 2 seek attention n money
her heart is uglier than her face
MAY GOD CURSE U 4 REST OF UR LIFE

bewafaa kahu, ya behayaa kahu
kissa us ki besharami ka,
kya lab se bayaa karu
beadab kahu, ya beizzat kahu
manzi ne hi kashti ko duboya hai,
kyun sahil ki shikayat karu

mere tute huye armaano ki kimat hai yeh

tujhse hi jodi thi maine takdeer meri

mere dil mein ab bhi hai tasweer teri

meri aankhon ko aansuoon ki aadat si hai

mere tute huye armaano ki kimat hai yeh

sambhal na saku jab girta hoon main

harpal aankhon mein rehta hai aks tera

ab toh apne hi dil pe nahi hak mera

teri hi yaadon me firta hoon main

aur sambhal na saku jab girta hoon main

jao main toh jaha bhi, hai viraniya

bin tere kaise jiye hum

zeher zindagi ka kaise piye hum

daman se lipati hai tanhaiya

jao main toh jaha bhi, hai viraniya

deewaron se bhi ab ladta hoon main

khud ko andhero se bharta hoon main

na jane kyon ujalo se darta hoon main

parchhaiyon mein bhi jalta hoon main

deewaron se bhi ab ladta hoon main

kya se kya ho gaya..

Dhagej-A trade marked name.

Grt frnd of mine,have seen such kinda moulding4 d 1st time-D original piece

Mr.DC is a person who cn b the best budy u can talk to whenver u need ne1 of ur level of understnding,"Forme,hes the best1 with whom i cn share my personal stuff n rly feel GOOD',he can be d best cartoon to make u laugh,n the best partner to be wid 4 life time.Hes the 1 who cn make u undrstnd the situation,no matter he knows it or no,lolz,n make u understnd(hope u gotit)

Such a cool n clm sweetheart tht ne1 wud luv to talk to him n discuss things.BFs wud feel jealous when their GFs talk to him.

Seems to b confused whn it comes to his Gal,cnt unrstnd it.PPl say hes a sentimental fool in relationships,I DONT THINK SO,hes enuf matured n cn take prper decesions at times.

A grt DESH PREMI Indian.TIll the time people like him live in India,there r gud hopes of dvlpment.dont wury dude,as WE LOVE INDIA,,wil do it together.

FOr all wat u do,Luv u buddy.God bless

kya se kya ho gaya..

bewafaa.. aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah !!!

tere pyar mein..

Suno

Suno

Kisi ne saCh kaha Tha yeh,

Mohabbat mar nahi SakTi..

Magar

AdhOora saCh sUna Humne,

Mukammal saCh toh Yeh hai ke..

Mohabbat khUd nahi Marti

Mohabbat maar deTi hai..

YOUR PLACE IN MY LIFE

remember when I said..

there are vey few people who hold a special place in my life

MY FAMILY

MY FRIENDS

and MY LOVE

do you know where you stand ???

YOU ARE MY FAMILY

YOU ARE MY FRIEND

YOU ARE MY LOVE

arzz kiya hai..

ek toofan meri saanso me rehta hai..
aansuo ka samandar aankho me rehta hai..
bas chahta hoon, dil ko nikal ke fek doon..
koi kambakht !! har dhadkan me rehta hai..

I know where do I stand !!!

DIL behlaane ko jab koi aaspas na ho
aise hi WAQT mein tujhe main yaad aata hoon
jaanta hoon ke teri ZINDAGI mein, main
ab saari duniya ke BAAD aata hoon

you really don't need to feel sorry

my heart is tripping

blood is dripping

I still want to hold on

but your hand is slipping

I'm not at all ready

for yet another lie

but, I can't let out a tear

when I really want to cry

this is not like a love story

I'm just crawling into the history

now when you're all said n done

you really don't need to feel sorry

I LOVE YOU still ...

Main lafzon se kuch bhi izhaar nahi karta

Iska matlab ye nahin ke main us se pyar nahi karta

Chahata hoon main use aaj bhi

Par uski soch me apna waqt bekar nahi karta

Tamasha na ban jaye kahin mohabbat meri

Isliye apne dard ka izhaar nahi karta

Jo kuch mila hain usi me khush hoon main

Uske liye khuda se takrar nahi karta

Par... Kuch to baat hai uski fitrat me zaalim

Warna usko chahne ki khataa main baar baar nahi karta

I LOVE YOU still ...

I did, I do and I will ...

we can build it all again !!

block me on messenger !!
treat me like a stranger !!

but how will you block,
my way to your heart !!
it still keeps reaching me,
whenever we are apart !!

this won't be ending,
I need to find a clue !!
you need to be frank,
baby, you need to be true !!

tough times will get over
we don't really need to fall apart !!
why can't we make it better
did you really mean to break my heart ??

though our worlds are dazed,
and we both are in pain !!
but, we only have to try,
we can build it all again !!

this is not about you

this is not about you
not about you anymore
it's about the girl
the girl I thought you were

it's about the girl
who promised me forever
she was an ANGEL
who wanted me to stay with her

this is about the love
about the love we had
but you walked away
you took away your share

this is about the dreams
the dreams that are shattered
unexpectedly all of them
turned into a nightmare

let me love YOU

I 'm иσт ßєggiиg yσu тσ lσvє мє.
I'м иσт яєคlly єvєи ครkiиg yσu .
ßuт, iรи'т iт คlяighт
if i chєяiรh тhคт hσþє iи мy hєคят?
if i dяєคм σf juรт hσldiиg yσuя hคиd,
iт will huят мє - иσт yσu.
i will тяy тσ kєєþ мy єyєร fяσм รhiиiиg
Whєи тhєy รєє yσu.
คиd i þяσмiรє
i ill тяy иσт тσ รмilє ค รþєciคl รмilє
Whєи yσu รคy Hєllσ.
ßuт, þlєครє Dσи'т ครk мє иσт тσ lσvє yσu... ...!!

I know it's not easy

I know it's not easy
but, we need to move on
find another way
and another place to go on

I don't want to hurt myself
by giving you more hurt
things will never be same again
I got to accept this truth

we need to try this
though it's too tough
there is no end to love
but I had it enough

it's not the end of my love
it's not like a separation
but, I doubt if it was LOVE
when you said it was a relation

there's no sense in wasting time
here we need to draw a line
all my feelings that I have
I'll lead them till the grave

All Rise

Yo, yo
Stargate
Yo, yo
Your honour please
Gotta believe what I say
(Say)
What I will tell
(Tell)
Happened just the other day
(Day)
I must confess
(Confess)
'Cause had about
Enough (Enough)
I need your help (help)
Got to make this
Here thing stop (Stop)

Baby I swear
I tell the truth
(Uhuh)
About all the things
You used to do
(Come on)
And if you thought
You had me fooled
I'm tellin' you now
Objection overruled
Here we go
(Oh baby)

One for the money
And the free rides
It's two for the lie
That you denied
All rise
(All rise)
All rise
(All rise, all rise)
Three for the calls
You've been making
It's four for the times
You've been faking
All rise
(I'm gonna tell
It to your face)
All rise
(I rest my case)

You're on the stand
(Stand)
With your back
Against the wall
(Wall)
Nowhere to run
(Run)
And nobody
You can call
(Call) Oh no
I just can't wait
(Wait)
Now the case is
Open wide (wide)
You'll try to pray
(Pray)
But the jury will decide
(Decide)

Baby I swear
I tell the truth
(Uhuh)
About all the things
You used to do
And if you thought
You had me fooled
(Come on)
I'm tellin' you now
Objection overruled
Oh baby

One for the money
And the free rides
It's two for the lie
That you denied
All rise
(All rise)
All rise
(All rise, all rise)
Three for the calls
You've been making
It's four for the times
You've been faking
All rise
(I'm gonna tell it
To your face)
All rise
(I rest my case)

So step back 'cause
You don't know this cat
I know deep down that
You don't want me to react
I lay low leaving
All my options open
The decision of the jury
Has not been spoken
Step in my house
You find that
Your stuff has gone
(Gone)
But in reality to whom
Does the stuff belong?
I bring you into court
To preach my order
And you know that
You overstep the border,
Uhuh

One for the money
And the free rides
It's two for the lie
That you denied
(Ooh)
All rise
(All rise)
All rise
(All rise, all rise)
Three for the calls
You've been making
(Yeah)
It's four for the times
You've been faking
All rise
(All rise, all rise)
All rise
(All rise, all rise)

One for the money and
The free rides
(What you say)
It's two for the lie
That you denied
(Can't you pay)
All rise
(What you've done)
All rise
Three for the calls
You've been making
(What you say)
It's four for the times
You've been faking
(Can't you pay)
All rise
(What you've done)
All rise
(Where you've gone)

One for the money
And the free rides
It's two for the lie
That you denied
(Oh)
All rise
(Oh)
All rise
(Uhuh uhuh)
Three for the calls
You've been making
It's four for the times
You've been faking
I said all rise
I'm gonna tell it
To your face
All rise, I rest my case
(Uhuh uhuh)

thats your bloody definition of LOVE

RELATIONSHIP
thats your bloody definition of LOVE

Relationship exists between a newly married couple as well, most of them never get to LOVE each other till the end.
They live with each other happily or unhappily.
LOVE is not about living with each other.
But, LOVE is not living without each other.
LOVE is not about winning someone, but losing yourself.

You make me feel that you don't love me anymore.
It's just an attachment.
You are just addicted to me.
You miss the way I used to treat you, make you feel special.

And, you still say you LOVE me.
Tell me one thing that you know, I don't like, and what you have done regarding it.
Tell me one time, when you did not do something, 'cause I did not like it.
But, always you did everything, willingly hurting me.

The fact is that you will not LOVE anyone ever, 'cause you only LOVE yourself.

You say you hate me.

What the FCUK !!!

Give me one reason that makes you hate me.

But, I have got so many reasons to hate myself ad obviously you too, all 'cause of you.

Such an emotional fool, NOT ME, it's you.

You are an emotional fool.

As I had already said, you tend to lose yourself, when someone gives you emotional support.

That is why you keep falling in LOVE with so many people at once.

Sometimes I think, I don't love you anymore, 'cause I only pity on you.

May GOD bless you, forgive for all your deeds, give some sanity in life and purity to your soul.

तू बेवफा है

मैं अगर होटो से ना कहु
तो ये मत समझना
के तू बेवफा नही है

सज़ा-ए-मोहब्बत तुझे अब मिलेगी
जब तुने हद से ज्यादा
मोहब्बत से ज्यादा जफ़ा की है

I'm an emotional fool

if I talk rudely

it hurts you

if I don't pay attention

it hurts you

if I avoid or ignore

it hurts you

if I flirt with other girls

it hurts you
even if I take name of other girl
it hurts you
if I don't show affection
it hurts you
if I don't trust
it hurts you
if I don't believe your words
it hurts you
if I don't give you time
it hurts you

but if you do the same
you want me to understand

if I get hurt,
I'm an emotional fool

a bloody selfish lover

I knew, what goes around comes back.
But I did not knew, that this will keep doing rounds around me.

SO !!!
You think, you have lost a friend in ME.
Great !!!
I'm delighted !!!
Mogambo khush huwa !!!

When you were out of town, I tried to hold on to you as much as possible, so you won't feel lonely.

When you were sick and dying, I tried to make it easy, behaving normal, pretending to be OK, and being there for you whenever you wanted. It was only physical distance that separated me from you.

Tell me a TIME, when I was not with you, when you needed a friend.
And also tell me a TIME, when you were there for me, when I needed a friend.

Look at the mirror before you say anything.
Don't point out fingers, three of them are pointing yourself.

Just like earlier, keep doing mistakes and I'll take the punishments for them !!!
Keep saying sorry and keep regretting.
This is so unfair.
Even after taking the punishment on myself, why do you need to suffer everytime.


Life is going to get worst, than what it was till now.
Thanks to you sweetheart !!!
I want to thank you whole heartedly for screwing up my life and making me understand what LOVE is not like.

I got nothing to prove, when my God knows how much I LOVE YOU.
May be, he loves me more than that, so he know how much I LOVE YOU, and thats the reason, he don't want us to be together.

I would have fought with him for you, but, now you don't want me.

I don't need to show, how much love I have.
I don't need to explain, what I feel.
I don't need to miss you, even though I really care.

'Cause, I'm a BLOODY SELFISH LOVER !!!

let it GO

hey sweetheart

try to understand baby

this is getting tougher and tougher every day

let it GO

it was all my fault

I blame myself every day, every moment for screwing your life

it was me, who first added you on orkut

it was me, who proposed you first

it was me, who was crazy and running away from you

it was me, who made you change your decisions

it was me, who could not understand your needs and change

and the list goes on ...

accept the reality

I know how hard it is to forget everything

may be it will take this whole of my lifetime

but, we are not alike

we are not meant to be with each other

you are an Angel, MAD little princess

I will love you till death, till my last breathe

but, I'm only a human

I don't deserve you

but, all your bitter words still drive me crazy all the times

you can't undo this hurt and pain that you gave

I tried as much as possible to get through this

it was you only, who taught me, how to stand by our words and commitments in a relationship

sadly, you forgot it all

I'm not blaming you, but you've to face it

you say, you did not do it purposely

but you lied

you hide the things

you broke my trust

it doesn't hurt to know that you broke my trust, but now I have no one left to trust

I'm afraid to believe in anything

I will miss you always

all those sweet memories

all your sweet kisses

warmth of your hug

softness of your hand

smell of your cheeks

drying out your hairs

head on my shoulder

eyes filled with tears

holding my hand for the fear of losing me

brushing events

and the blushing moments

messages on cellphone

silent talks by the sound of keypad tone
and the list goes on ...

I have got them all in my heart

we have to stop this

there is no sense in getting yourself hurt

I can't see you like this

someday you will forgive me and forget me

every thing happens for good

I have no regrets, no grudges

I will live happily, as much as possible

but, don't ask me to forget you and your love

I'll keep my promises, 'cause I need to stand by my words

I LOVE YOU MYAW

tearin' up my heart

it's tearin' up my heart

when I'm with you

and when we are apart

I feel it too

and no matter what I do

I feel the pain

with or without you

baby, I don't understand

just why we can't be lovers

things are getting out of hand

tryin' too much,

but baby we can win

let it go,

if you want me girl

let me know

I am down,

on my knees

I can't take it anymore

it's tearin' up my heart

when I'm with you

and when we are apart

I feel it too

and no matter what I do

I feel the pain

with or without you

baby, don't misunderstand,

what I'm trying to tell ya

in the corner of my mind

baby, it feels like

we're running out of time

let it go,

if you want me girl

let me know

I am down

on my knees,

I can't take it anymore

it's tearin' up my heart

when I'm with you,

but when we're apart

I feel it too

and no matter what I do

I'll feel the pain

with or without you

tearin' up my heart and soul

when we're apart I feel it too

and no matter what I do

I'll feel the pain

with or without you