Saturday, January 31, 2009

who am I

It is so irritating
I am all messed up and frustrated
When nothing can make the feelings go away
When nothing can calm down the anger within and it keeps eating me from the inside
I have realized, I have come way to ahead, its too late to go back and I can't go ahead, cause the one who knew the path for the journey has betrayed and left

I hate myself cause of you SLUT
Sometimes I wish I was a kid again, skinned knees are better than a broken heart
My soul is stuck in my body
I just want to run away and hide somewhere, but can't help myself, cause every where I go, memories follow like the shadow
Even shadow are left behind in the darkness, but memories keep haunting

I am changed so much for someone, that I have lost my real identity and I can't change back to who I was
I am tired of changing myself all the time

I get irritated when somebody asks me how are you
I get really pissed off, when somebody smiles and expects the same from me

I feel like a kid who has lost his way home and I am crawling in the darkness

all I need is a girl

all I need is a girl
who will hold my hand
and make me feel
she will never let go of me

all I want is a girl
to sit beside me
talk through her eyes
and share the silence

all I want is a girl
to sleep on my shoulder
her hairs to tinkle my cheeks
her scent would set me free

all I want is a girl
afraid to lose me
I am the world for whom
and she would be my destiny

all I want is a girl
to smell my fingers
the reason to live
the reason to quit smoke

all I want is a girl
whom I can trust
who will follow me blindly
all I want is pure love

Friday, January 30, 2009

I'll give this love

I wasted my days,
I wasted my nights,
I wasted my time,
I wasted my life,
I wasted my love
on you
now I'll give this love
to someone,
whose heart is true

I wasted my summer,
I wasted my rains,
I wasted my winter,
and got all this pain,
love will never get old
its always new,
now I'll give this love
to someone,
whose heart is true

chapter 13

Chapter 13

what should I write about this girl

the girl who smokes, drinks, uses abusive words, talks like a cheap whore
she is a beggar, d fact which she keeps denying
always begging for attention, pampering, money, happiness, friends and love
she don't even lives with her family, in fact, her dad has thrown her out, cause she has disguised their image and reputation, blackened her own face
she is always on fishing for the guys to have fun and get nasty
always spends money lavishly, cause anyhow it doesn't belong to her (hard earned money of others)
very smart in cooking up stories and keeping secrecy of the relation
will do anything to keep herself safe and her image clean
once you are hunted, she will take away everything from you and leave you to live
why does a girl need to keep MEN around her?
I will tell you, 'Cause a WHORE needs brokers to get business and protect her too.
sometimes I wonder, how can a girl be so cheap? what kind of a girl she is ?
so many guys! now I don't even remember the count

Monday, January 26, 2009

Kahe Paise Pe Itna Guroor Kare Hain



Chaar Paise Kya Mile
Kya Mile Bhai Kya Mile
Khud Ko Samajh Baithe Khuda
Woh Khuda Hi Jaane Ab Hoga Tera Anjaam Kya
Kahe Paise Pe
Kahe Paise Pe Itna Guroor Kare Hain
Kahe Paise Pe Itna Guroor Kare Hain
Yehi Paisa To
Yehi Paisa To Apno Se Door Kare Hain
Door Kare Hain
Kahe Paise Pe Itna Guroor Kare Hain
Guroor Kare Hain

Sone Chaandi Ke
Unche Mehalo Mein
Dard Zyada Hai, Chain Thoda Hai
Dard Zyada Hai, Chain Thoda Hai
Is Zamane Mein, Paise Walon Ne
Pyaar Cheena Hai, Dil Ko Toda Hai
Pyaar Cheena Hai, Dil Ko Toda Hai
Paise Ki Ehmiyat Ko Inkaar Nahi Hai
Paisa Hi Magar Sab Kuch Sarkaar Nahi Hai
In Ka Insaan Hai, Paisa Paisa Hai
Dil Humara Bhi Tere Jaisa Hai
Hai Bhala Paisa To Bura Bhi Hai
Yeh Zeher Bhi Hai, Yeh Nasha Bhi Hai
Yeh Zeher Bhi Hai, Yeh Nasha Bhi Hai
Yeh Nasha Koyi
Yeh Nasha Koyi Dhoka Zuroor Kare Hain
Yehi Paisa To Haan
Yehi Paisa To Apno Se Door Kare Hain
Door Kare Hain
Kahe Paise Pe Itna Guroor Kare Hain
Guroor Kare Hain

Arre Chale Kahan
Yeh Paison Se Kya Kya Tum Yahan Khreedoge
Dil Khreedoge Ya Ke Jaan Khreedoge
Bazaaron Mein Pyaar Kahan Bikta Hai
Dukaanon Pe Yaar Kahan Bikta Hai
Phool Bik Jaate Hai
Khushboo Bikti Nahi
Jism Bik Jaate Hain
Rooh Bikti Nahi
Chain Bikta Nahi
Khwaab Bikte Nahi
Dil Ke Armaan Betaab Bikte Nahi
Arre Paise Se Kya Kya Tum Yahan Khreedoge
Dil Khreedoge Ya Ke Jaan Khreedoge

Yeh In Hawaon Ka Mol
Kya Doge
Un Ghataon Ka Mol
Kya Doge
Arre In Zameenon Ka Mol Ho Shayad
Aasmanon Ka Mol, Kya Doge
Yeh In Hawaon Ka Mol
Kya Doge
Un Ghataon Ka Mol
Kya Doge
Arre In Zameenon Ka Mol Ho Shayad
Aasmanon Ka Mol, Kya Doge
Paas Paisa Hai To Hai Yeh Duniya Haseen
Duniya Haseen
Ho Zaroorat Se Zyada To Iman-o-yaqeen
Iman-o-yaqeen
Yeh Dimago Mein
Yeh Dimaago Mein Kasoor Kare Hain
Yehi Paisa To
Yehi Paisa To Apno Se Door Kare Hain
Door Kare Hain
Kahe Paise Pe Itna Guroor Kare Hain
Guroor Kare Hain

Tuesday, January 13, 2009

FUCK OFF BITCH

You think ..

I'm a complex material, without any identity. I don't have any dreams of my own. I'm useless itching asshole, who don't even care about his family and friends, can't make them happy, and I'm always unsatisfied with everything. I'm careless about my career n life, living with the database of memories. I'm d most demotivatin person on earth.
I'm inferior to everyone in all the aspects of life. Got no career, no future. I've no style. I'm dumb n dnt knw hw to carry myself. I've no sense of dressing or talking. I've a pathetic attitude. This is me n my life is miserable.


I've got only 3 words for you ... FUCK OFF BITCH

Sunday, January 11, 2009

WHEN A GIRL

WHEN A GIRL IS QUIET
MILLIONS OF PLANS ARE RUNNING IN HER MIND


WHEN A GIRL IS NOT ARGUING
SHE IS THINKING DEEPLY TO FUCK YOUR LIFE


WHEN A GIRL LOOKS AT U WITH EYES FULL OF QUESTIONS
SHE IS WONDERING HOW LONG SHE WILL BE ABLE TO PLAY WITH YOU


WHEN A GIRL ANSWER 'I M FINE' AFTER A FEW SECONDS
YOU ARE NOT GOING TO BE FINE ANYMORE


WHEN A GIRL STARES AT YOU
SHE IS WONDERING HOW DO YOU TRUST WHEN SHE IS LYING AND SLEEPING WITH ANOTHER GUY BEHIND YOUR BACK


WHEN A GIRL LAYS ON YOUR CHEST
SHE IS MISSING HER EARLIER NIGHTS WITH OTHER GUYS AND THOSE SIMILAR MOMENTS


WHEN A GIRL CALLS YOU EVERYDAY
SHE WANTS TO HAVE FUN WITH YOU


WHEN A GIRL MESSAGES (SMS) U EVERYDAY
SHE WANTS YOU TO FLIRT WITH HER AND GET NASTY


WHEN A GIRLS SAYS I LOVE U
SHE IS FAKING IT, BUT WANTS YOU TO LOVE HER


WHEN A GIRL SAYS THAT SHE CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT YOU
SHE HAS MADE UP HER MIND THAT SHE WILL NEVER LET YOU LIVE WITHOUT HER


WHEN A GIRLS SAYS 'I MISS YOU'
YOU ARE GONE DUDE, NO ONE IN THIS WORLD CAN SAVE YOU FROM HER CLAWS...

Sunday, January 04, 2009

chapter 12

Chapter 12

she is untouchable, not only by birth but also by her deeds

d shameless acts that she performed are a shame on d being of her womanhood
I knew that there live such characterless girls in this world, but I realized it lately when I got to knew her
after all d said and done, its not a big deal for her
sleeping with different guys and abusing their family is not a big deal at all (?)
promiscuous girl is too less a term to refer her
its always fun for her to control guys emotionally and physically
if you want to see her true colors, then do something against her will or try to prove her wrong, and there she will show her cheapest level
she is not a third class girl, in fact she has no class or character
she is a living example of how a girl should not be
God must have been experimenting on this piece, when he produced such a flawed item and put her in d category of WOMAN
she in no way deserves to be forgiven
d seeds of lust and guilty passion that she planted can never yield her sweet fruits