I WILL GET YOU

I am not gonna let this go so easily
I will keep my anger inside
this time I'm not gonna hit the wall
I will not take out my frustration
I will not let my wounds to heal
I will keep my hatred burning and alive

I will keep it all inside
till it crosses the limits
till it overrides my desires
till it explodes my head
till it fills up my mind with insanity

and then..
I would struck with the lightning
I would burst out the volcano
I would hail with the storm
I would hit as a tornado

SOME DAY, SOME WHERE, SOME HOW !!!
I WILL GET YOU BITCH !!!

if you had only left

if you had only left
I should not be writing our story
if you had gone quietly
it could have been easier to survive through your memory

if you had not betrayed me
I wouldn't be invading your territory
I should not have started this fight,
alas' now I am fighting for my glory

if you had only left
it wouldn't hurt this bad
but you FUCKIN BITCH, never left
every time you wanted to leave
and then every other time when I tried to let you go,
you kept coming back
crying all the time
talking all the shit
doing emotional drama
just for the sake of your happiness
just for the sake of your feelings
just for the sake of your pleasure

If you had only left
I should not be doing this to you
I should not be doing this to me
but you FUCKING BITCH, unsatisfied whore
you forced me to believe you
and then you stabbed my trust
I thought you were changed
but you only played for your lust
you stole everything that I had
you took away everything that I had earned
and the things that you couldn't take away
you just destroyed them all with the help of your brokers

listen up BITCH, this is for you

जिस पे आए दिल तेरा

मैं अपने दुखों में रहता हू

मोहब्बत हो तो बेहद हो,

अब की बार मिलोगे तो

who are you now ?

who are you now ?
are you still the same ?
or did you change somehow ?

As if you think that I care ?! I don't care a fuck about you, even if you live or die.
Oh, I do care! 'Cause as long as you are alive, I've got the reason to live.
I don't want you to die, but I want you to live and feel the pain of devastated self being. I just want you to be disgraced and disguised. I reproach you. I want you to suffer every day, every night, every passing moment.
I had given you enough chances to change, but you BITCH never changed. Kept playing all the time, drowned me in your fake emotions. You were like this only, a BITCH, a SLUT, a PROSTITUTE, a WHORE. Did I miss any name ? So now even if you say that you have changed, it doesn't matter to me. Your must pay the price for everything. You have already done the damage and you can't get away with this by accepting your mistakes and apologizing. You fucking mouth shitting the word sorry, will not bring back my lost identity. You have not committed a crime, but a sin.

No. I am not INSANE. This is the way I have learned to live.
This is not REVENGE, it's PUNISHMENT !!

I ain't afraid of your brokers. This time they see me and they will never be able to see anything else. Now tell that bastard, who accompanied you twice, that I'm going to fuck his life sooner and it will be all because of you.

Chat with Myaw

From: Myaw
Date: Mon, Dec 29, 2008 at 12:09 PM
Subject: Chat with Myaw
To: dhagej@gmail.com

12:00 PM Myaw: STOP WRITING ALL NON SENSE ON ORKUT OR BLOG

ITS A REQUEST AND A WARNING

12:02 PM I WANT IT CLEAR TODAY

BEFORE THE SUN SETS

*OR OR OR *

I KNOW WAHT TO DO

N U KNOW IT BETTER

OK

me: mulagi asnyacha gair fayda ghene bandh karr

12:03 PM Myaw: DHAGEJ

ME AJUN KASLACH GAIR FAIDA GHETLA NAHI

AJUN PAN VEL GELI NAHI

STOP ALL THIS

me: ani tujhya dhamakya tujhya javalach thev

12:05 PM Myaw: ME DHAMKI NAHI DET AHE

ITS A REQUEST I SAID

12:06 PM me: tujhi natak bazi bandh karr

Myaw: AJUN VEL AHE

STOP IT

PLZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ

STOP THAT BLOGS

ORKUT

me: tujhya mule maza ani sagarcha relation spoil zala

Myaw: REMOVE THE STUFF ABOUT ME

me: maza ani amit cha relation spoil zala

12:07 PM Myaw: TUZA MULE

me: maza ani vishu cha relation spoil zala

Myaw: TUCH TASA AES

OHHHHHHHHHHH

TUZA ANI VISHU CHA RELATION hoTA KA DHAGEJ ?

me: maza ani bhakti cha relation spoil zala

Myaw: bY THE WAY

me: u exploited d differences between us

Myaw: I AM NOT INTERESTED TO gossip with u

me: neither me

Myaw: this is jus t to warn u

12:08 PM or else

i kno wha tshud i do

me: or else ?

Myaw: u know

u know it better

isnt it

?

me: no bol

bol na

12:09 PM Myaw: ok

me: ajun karun karun kay karshil

Myaw: u wnat to see right ?

me: but as far as m true

i have nothing to fear

Myaw: alrightttt

me: when God is with me

Myaw: then go ahead with waht u are doing

i will see

sahan hotai tovar karel

me: m doin nothing

Myaw: ani jast zala tar

U ARE GONE

12:10 PM me: sahan tu karte aahes :P

Myaw: I DONT WANT TO DO THAT

BUT STILL

i will do it

cant u sit back n think about waht u are doing

is it right ?

stop it dhagej

its not good for u

i wil gain no harm out if thid

12:11 PM nothing will happen to me

but u wil spoil ur good time in lie

life

which wont come again

so better

think of it

and stop it

I haven't even started BITCH ! And one thing for sure, when I will start, you won't be able to stop me. Sooner or later it will begin. I ain't worried about the ending, 'cause I have nothing to end. I have come way too ahead of the dead end.

Beware BITCH !! Beware BROKERS !!

Beware BITCH !! Beware BROKERS !!

What have you thought ? You ended it ?
I have got my eyes on you !!
I am not done as long as your brokers are alive.
They are going to pay for your deeds and their foolish acts.
Neither I am joking, nor I am giving you a warning. But this is the beginning of the happening.

Should I shoot them in the head and kill them in an instance.
OR
Should I slit their throat and let them feel the pain while dying every moment till they succumb to the last breathe.

I don't care a fuck about any being left behind your brokers, all I care is for my self satisfaction.
I will only feel good when I will crush them beneath my feet.

One day you will wake up in the morning, just to realize the reality of the insanity. You might just wake up and find yourself lying in a brothel or every new morning in a new bed under a new SWEET HUSBAND.

This time, no choice slut !! I am going to decide what, when and where !!
You already know the answer for WHY !!

I promise !! I'll be BACK !!

Hey BITCH!! Eyes wide open !!
I know you are reading this.
Every word that I am writing here is right from the remains of my devastated world, through the bleeding of my wounded heart.

I haven't forgotten anything, not a word, not a deed.
Everything that happened, is carved in my head, all the words you said, good and bad.

Prii Da Fuckin Bitch !!
Prii Da Slut !!
Prii Da Whore !!

This is you, the REAL YOU.

I haven't forgotten what you have done to my family.
I haven't forgotten what you have done to my friends.
I haven't forgotten what you have done to my career, what you have done at my office.
You brought two brokers with you, brokers all the time surrounding a characterless whore.
Oh what am I talking. Do whores like you really have a character ?

The man whom you made to call me as a police officer, is the guy working at your office.
Those other two brokers and fatichar and your family too.

I am not gonna forgive any of these people.
Mark my words. I make another promise.
I'm not gonna quit so easily. Not as long as you are breathing and alive. Not as long as every other guy responsible along with you is having a sigh of relief.
For all of you, the last fate will be written by me.

I promise !! I'll be BACK !!

my curse will follow your bloodlines

तेरी बेवफ़ाई के किस्से

my curse will follow your bloodlines

successful is not the one

From: Myaw
Date: Fri, Oct 10, 2008 at 7:57 PM
Subject: Chat with Myaw
To: dhagej@gmail.com

6:41 PM Myaw: Hi

6:42 PM me: wait

damn busy

Myaw: :(

me: i've got a product release

6:44 PM Myaw: :(

me: dnt make such faces

6:46 PM Myaw: y ?

me: i dnt lyk it

Myaw: y ?

13 minutes

7:00 PM Myaw: that mental is acting smart

saying that he was in delhi

flied

and ha,,,

7:01 PM sent a IM to me,,that,,,,BOUIGHT A NEW HOME THERTER FOR NEW HOME

n then said,,

wrng window

hahaha

acing smart

7:02 PM me: ;-|

7:03 PM Myaw: kutra ahe to ek number cha

me: ;-|

7:08 PM Myaw: what ?

7 minutes

7:15 PM Myaw: :((

7:17 PM i am in bangalore

all alone

in a beautiful suite

in a hotel

7:18 PM in a 5 star hotel

its a aprtment types...with 2 bedroooms

a living ares

kitchen

beautifyul blconnies

7:19 PM bath tub

wowwwwwwwwwwww

its awesome

but i am alll allone

me: hmmm

7:21 PM if everything around you still don't make you realize then ...

Myaw: what ?

7:22 PM me: successful is not the one who walks ahead , but the one with whom people walk

Myaw: ya

many people walk with me

i give apportunities to many people

:)

me: so u shud not be alone

7:23 PM Myaw: arey

labours sobat firu kai ?

me: lolzz

u will never realize the meaning of that statement

Myaw: okko

7:24 PM i am a dumbass na

me: did I say so ?

Myaw: but i said na

me: u r a smart girl

Myaw: :((

leave it

me: :-)

Myaw: sstop burning me

its greting hypre

7:25 PM me: what do you want

Myaw: nothing

leave it

SORRY

me: what do expect

Myaw: BYE

me: FINE

LET US BURN

7:26 PM x-(

31 minutes

7:57 PM me: kadhi paryant he asech chalnar aahes

Myaw: kai keleme ?

7:58 PM me: x-(

7:59 PM Myaw: r u coming to bangalotre >

me: waste yaar

u dnt care a fuck abt me n my feelings

8:00 PM Myaw: arey what feeelings now

panchhi hoon

panchhi hoon
udne do.. udne do
hawaaon se.. ladne do..

raste galiyaan.. chhod aaya main
bhoole waade.. tod chala main

yeh raat abhi dhal jaayegi
yeh baat abhi badal jaayegi

tanha hoon
rehne do.. rehne do
aansoo hoon
behne do.. behne do