I set you free

I'm breaking the chains
I set you free
Be what you were
Live your life as you want it to be

I know it's not too late before you'll forget it all
I'll be standing here always, waiting for your call
But I'm not gonna take it,
I'm gonna break it,

I've made up my mind, to crush my soul
To through away my heart, into the garbage of my unspoken words
I'm gonna keep this ocean behind my eyes

And when it rains, when night gets cold
I'll try to forget you, to burn my soul and feel your warmth

I can make it up to you,
I'll walk for you till the end of the world
I'll wait for you till the end of the time
'Cause when this world is going to hell
My angel will take me to heaven

I'm not weak to die
I'm strong enough to survive
Even though LOVE will be there inside and out
I'll whisper your name, I won't shout

tere liye saara jahan chhod doon

tere liye saara jahan chhod doon

tu kahe toh aasman se taare tod doon

jindagi bhar saath nibhane ki khayi hai kasam

saanse tut jaayegi, magar kaise yeh kasam tod doon

you live in every beat of my heart

my brain is already fucked up
my soul is tearing apart
my heart is falling unattached
coz you live in every beat of my heart

I still haven't cried enough

I still haven't cried enough
and everyday it hurts too much

my soul is already drenched in my own tears
I'm living in the life full of fear

I'm suffocating inside
I've lost my pride

constantly

All day I'm walking in a dream
I think about you constantly
Just like an ever flowing stream
Your memory haunts me constantly
Shadows fall and I try to drive you from my mind
So you're no longer near to me
But my heart sees you there with me
Every sunset you share with me
The rain that patterns through the tree reminds
Me of you constantly
Your name is whispered by the breeze and love birds
Bring your song to me
Just as same as each star keeps burning
In the sky your flame will stay a flame in me
A flame that burns so bright
Not only through the night
But constantly
Though we may be apart
You're constantly deep in my heart

what you've done to me

can't you see
what you've done to me
I've come a long way
from what I used to be

I'm longing for your love
'cause only you can set me free

I want to

I want to untie these chains
I want to wash away all this pain
I want to be free again
I want to keep walking forever in the rain

I want to leave you behind
I just want to get this off my mind
I think I have had enough
and now I don't want to love you too much

I want to erase my past
I don't want this feeling to last
I'm driving my life in the wrong lane
Baby, you can call me insane

I don't know what the fuck
but I'm getting stuck
I don't want to lament
I wish to fuck off in this moment

It's better to back off
I'm the one who should die or fuck off

walking on the lines

some words are still inside me
wanting to come out
I'm holding onto my anger
but I'm trying to shout

I'm gone through this so many times
losing you and walking on the lines
shadows of past are still haunting me
in all the words you are taunting me

I wonder

I wonder, why I love you so much
and every time when I see you smile, I know its worth
Every time my soul shivers, when we touch,
and no matter how much I give, I know my love is still not enough

come and hold me

come and hold me

I'm crawling
I'm falling
I'm wasted, exhausted
I'm frowning,
I'm drowning
I'm tired, expired

I STILL REMEMBER

I STILL REMEMBER

the way you used to keep your head on my shoulder
the way you rub your face when frustrated, tired or just like that

the way you used to hold my hand
the way you used to blush

i still remember the way you fed me with your hand
lunch, dinner and breakfast

I love you more than ...

I love you more than you think
I love you more than you know
I love you more than you see
I love more than I show

I just want to say

still staring at my phone
I'm figuring out if you're gone
pretending to be alive
before I quit to survive
I'm running blind,
cause I can't find,
the reason to live through,
and my reason is you

finding if anything is left inside you
and if I get another chance to be there, I just want to say,
I LOVE YOU

and now

I'll be waiting for you,
like I always do

and now

no matter how hard I try
I can't stop this cry

I try to forget,
all the words you said,
but your love is flowing through my veins
and it all keeps coming back to my head

I can still feel your touch on my skin,
you took me to the world, no one had seen

'cause this is not my life

Sometimes I think, do I really need to think ?
Do I have the right to be free ?

No !!!
I dont have any right, 'cause this is not my life.
Every breathe I take is theirs, every drop of my blood is theirs.

Untill the time I was kid, I lived as they wanted; listening and doing every thing as they said, as they guided.
They never really taught me how to live, they never allowed me to face challenges, and when problems arose, I always found myself fighting and losing every time.
I learned to live, by seeing and watching the world, by thinking on my own, using my brain, concluding and deciding, what is right and what is wrong, what needs to be done and then doing.
I did not have anyone to ask or question about anything.

Then my life was in their hands, and they never crafted me into something what could have been a monument.

Now that I have crafted myself, they want me to be someone else.
Someone who will share their responsibilities, who will alight their shoulders and free them from the sorrows and problems.
Someone who'll support them physically, emotionally and financially.

This will require to break and crush me, and then only you can mould me into the newer one of me, as you need.

PEACE OUT .....

I worship you

you said, if our love is true,
we will be together, forever

I still believe in god, but I worship you
I believe in all your words, 'cause I know, 'YOU LOVE ME TOO'

today I define my territory,
I am gonna live in your memory,
and someday it is going to be victory
till then, I'm going to live in history

I'm still here

I'm still here besides you

If you want a shoulder to rest on
If you want a hug to feel secure
If you want to hold the hand and never let go

If you want someone to read your face
If you want someone to look into your eyes and know whats running into your mind
If you want someone to listen all your bakwaas [:D] without uttering a word
If you want someone to shout at and get relief from your anger

I know, you are still in there
and you are suppressing your feelings
don't force yourself, let them come out
if you want to be near, let me know
you still care, and you can show
when you want me to stay, don't let me go

If you feel like coming back, don't stop yourself, just come back, let me know and I'll be there besides you ...

I LOVE YOU STILL ...
I DID, I DO and I WILL ...