Sunday, August 31, 2008

sorry that I let you down

where did I go wrong
what was my mistake
didn't I love you with all my heart ?
didn't I love you with all that I had ?
wasn't my love from the depth of my soul ?

why did you punish me for the mistakes of others
I stood by your side
through the good
through the bad
through the worst
I was always there to catch your tears
and make you smile
I gave you the smile when you were down
I loved you from the moment when I realized your love for me
even though there was someone else in my life
now I know how much I loved you
I would have died for you even then
I would have destroyed this world for your tears
I would have done anything to see you smile

I still remember that night, when you needed me
sitting by the wall, and you were crying
nobody, but I realized you were not in the same room
Where is priya?'
and I came out to look for you
then the fucker followed
had he loved you then, he would have seen you before me
he would have noticed you for not being in the same room
I still remember it all like a picture on a wall inside my head
I came and sat in front of you
'Hey, Priya !!!'
'Why r u crying ?'
'What happened ?'
'What's wrong ?'
'Tell me ?'

'D, go inside !!!'
I looked up and ignored
'D, go inside !!!'
DAMNIT
sorry baby, I left, in anger, in frustration
it is the time, I will never forget in my life
I will never forgive myself for not being with you
but all I really wanted then was to sit besides you and wipe your tears
you were crying and you needed me

but the bastard came in between
trying to show and possess you
I was so out of my mind
you were my best friend
and you were crying
but he did not even gave me chance
to sit besides you and talk
to make you feel cared
to make you feel comfortable
to make you feel loved
I saw you through the darkness
there you were in front of my eyes
lying on the bed, so powerless
holding on thyself, but reaching for me from the inside
sorry that I let you down