so just tell me, I need a sane answer

we lived a life that was more beautiful than dreams itself
everyday we used to meet, chat, talk
miss each other so badly
never went a day when we were apart emotionally
you loved me with the love, that was more than the love
you were always so afraid to lose me
you always pulled me when I tried to leave and you never let me go
so just tell me, I need a sane answer
you said you want me, and we are together
you said this will never end, and its now forever
why did you do this, why did you leave me

what happened so suddenly
why did you leave
why you broke all our dreams
why you left our world shattered
wasn't it yours ever ?
you stood by my side
when it was tough, you made me fight
through the darkness, you showed me light
and later when I looked up the sun,
I know it was never so bright
so just tell me, I need a sane answer
you said you want me, and we are together
you said this will never end, and its now forever
why did you do this, why did you leave me

the moment when I loved you
I committed myself into you
I know this will sound crazy
but now I know the meaning of commitment
and I know the meaning of LOVE
every other second, I think of you
I try to find a way to be with you
so just tell me, I need a sane answer
you said you want me, and we are together
you said this will never end, and its now forever
why did you do this, why did you leave me

I gave you my everything
yeah, my everything
I gave you my heart,
I gave you my body,
I gave you my mind,
I gave you my soul,
I gave up my friends,
I gave up on my family,
I gave you my life,
I thought you will be my wife
so just tell me, I need a sane answer
you said you want me, and we are together
you said this will never end, and its now forever
why did you do this, why did you leave me

I'm still here, broken inside
tired of trying, trying to smile
never let a tear escape my eyes
but missed it few times
could not hold on always
whatever goes around
I long to hear your sound
everything is messed up without you
life is like living in hell, or may be worst
so just tell me, I need a sane answer
you said you want me, and we are together
you said this will never end, and its now forever
why did you do this, why did you leave me

I walk with my face down, through the crowd
'cause I keep searching you in my thoughts
I feel like walking forever, till I reach you
I get lost in a place, whenever I see it in our memories
hitting people, bumping into the cars
crashing into the walls, falling from the steps
this is not getting better, its getting badder
so just tell me, I need a sane answer
you said you want me, and we are together
you said this will never end, and its now forever
why did you do this, why did you leave me

DISCONNECTED

here goes the most awaited one
DISCONNECTED

Still waiting here for you,
where we used to meet,
searching into the cafes,
where we used to eat,
standing besides the places,
where we used to sit,

when I'm running to you,
don't say I'm too late,
I still cant exit the places,
where you used to wait


I can't see myself alone
it's hard to believe that you're gone
don't think I'm not affected,
I'm DISCONNECTED


I lived in the heaven,
now I'm crawling in this hell
I'm standing in the tracks,
where I'm waiting for the rail
going through this feeling,
that I just can not tell

wishing you were hear
just want you to be near
missing you so bad
you were everything I had

all your words have gone though me
now you say we're never meant to be
feel like I'm rejected
baby, I'm DISCONNECTED

remember the times ...

remember the times ...

when you stood on my feet
putting your hands behind my neck
my hands on your waist
and we walked like that for a while

when I hugged you in front of the mirror
standing behind you
we looked each other through reflection
and you said, "I LOVE YOU"

when I had lifted you in my arms
took you to the bed, and put
you were crying like a child
pulled me by my shirt n hugged me

when you slept on my shoulder
while holding to my hand
you were afraid to lose me
as if someone was gonna take me away

the first night by your side
we woke up at 4, and talked for an hour
your head resting against my heart
and you were lying in my arms

when you were sleeping by my side
calling my name in sleep
searching for my hand
and when you couldn't find, you held the pillow

I remember all your dreams
when you woke up and you screamed
when you fell into my arms
and got yourself harmed

nails into my heart

you said, we'll never be apart
then you hit the nails into my heart
you left and fucked my brain
gifted this inevitable pain

I'm walking on the line
I've been victim of your crime
and If you think that I'm fine
I keep falling all the time

I'm standing on the cutting edge
I'm lost inside the damn rage
my sorrows are a never ending phase
'cause I was fooled by your pledge

save me

save me God, I'm pleading
heal my heart, it's bleeding
I'm on my knees
oh ! help me please
I'm broken up
I had enough
I'm standing at the door
blood spilled on the floor
God, show me the way
I'm just wasting another day
I'm searching for bliss
now I need some peace

and I need to move on

Those days are gone
and I need to move on
but I'm gettin stuck
something is pulling me down

not a day went without our conversation
but now that all seems like a big illusion
I'll keep the pain and I'll hold my tears
you live your life and I'll live mine in fear

all the times when we were together
you promised , you n I are forever
all the times when I looked in your eyes
couldn't read those hidden lies

but now I'm all alone
and I need to move on
but I'm gettin stuck
something is pulling me down

I'm nailed by your words
and I'm dying in my bed
I'm crowned with thorns
pinned deep into my head

I close my eyes and I hold my breathe
but all I see is your sweet smiling face
come back in my life, erase this pain
take me once again in your embrace

but, look, its the dawn
and I need to move on
but I'm gettin stuck
something is pulling me down

when I'm going to the hell

I'll make the way for blood
and I dare, it'll be a flood

I'm sick and I'm broke
my life's become a joke

I'll keep searchin for my girl
forever in this world

now words make no sense
I'm living your absence

now I won't even tell
when I'm going to the hell

No, I don't need to pretend
I'll be with you till the end

You will always have my hand
I'll always take your stand

If you're wrong, I'll make it right
If you're lost, I'll be your guide

If you're tired, then I'll fight
If you want, I'll hold you tight

you only came
now you got the blame
you played the game
and you are leaving

you only cried
but always you lied
and my hands are tied
when I'm drowning

you only thought
that I'm all you got
now you say I'm not
are you lying?

you think you are cool
but you are a fool
you speak but no act
only overreact

when it was raining
you pulled me under the umbrella
and you only said
I'm your Cinderella

no sun in my skies
a house built on lies
drowned in your cries
why did you do this?

and If you think its over
I'm not gonna take
If you think I'm alright
but every second I break

zindagi mein log toh milenge bahut

zindagi mein log toh milenge bahut
tera aks ban jaye woh hum honge

saath rone wale toh milenge hazaaro
tera daaman bhigane wale bhi bahut hai
teri aansuon ki kimat jaanate hai hum
tere ashk rokane wale hum honge

marr mitane wale toh mil jayenge bahut
tere liye jee jaye woh hum honge

tere honton ko hasi dene wale mil jayenge
dard ke bazaar mein bechake khud ko,
teri khushiya kharid laye woh hum honge

akela kabhi na samjhana khud ko
mar ke bhi jo laut aaye woh hum honge

love is all that remains

I stumble, I fall
I fumble, I stall
with every broken dream
ain't tryin to scream

sometimes I regret
try to forget
and no matter what I do,
can't get you outta ma head

walkin through the crowd
I try to find my way
but no matter how far I go
Its gonna be you at the end of the day

love will be same
love will be sane
after losing it all
love is all that remains

fucKING

got my pen
and got my six string
writing a song,
I may not gonna sing

you dazed my world,
fuck you bastard king
hide your ass,
I'm gonna start killing

fuck da KING
n fuck his armor
you ain't gonna win
cuz you facin a fighter

you got no place to hide
here goes your last fuckin ride
ran through games of your dirty mind
fuck in ur eyes, gonna make u blind

its time to end this story
with your dumb tale of glory
I'm gonna bury you deep,
into the myths of history

KING is a slave
can't even stand like a brave man
with fuckin shit pieces
his life is an empty can

funny, how it is !!!

funny, how it is !!!
sometimes I cut myself, and it doesn't even hurt
it sure bleeds, it sure feels pained
sometimes I enjoy, cut deeper
sometimes I try, to cry, but tears won't come out

I feel like you are flowing in my veins,
trying to set you free,
I make way for the blood,
and funny how it is, a tear escapes
sliding on my face,
rolling down my cheek
before it ends on my lips

LOVE is this !!!

Bet me you won't cry when you see this !!!

it's not love, it never was

if you can sleep in the night
if you feel everything is alright
it's not love, it never was

if you don't cry and if you still lie
if you've got a life and if you can fly
it's not love, it never was

if you don't care and no tear on your cheeks
you don't even call up, when day goes like a week
it's not love, it never was

if you don't miss our first kiss
if you don't remember your last said wish
it's not love, it never was

if you've got smile sporting on your face
no ways lead you to any lonely place
it's not love, it never was

love is insane like a storming hurricane
gotta keep loving, so I'll take that BLAME
gotta win your love, I must play this GAME
I dare the world, I dare the KING, gotta fuck both of them

LOVE STORY

teri yaadein, mulaqatein,
woh raatein, aur baatein
teri saansein, woh baahein
ab mujh ko yaad aayein
tere bina, mera jiya sataey,
aye kyon piya, yaadon nay teri
mujh pe yeh jadu kiya

teri saansein, woh baahein
ab mujh ko yaad aayein
woh adaaon ki ghataein,
mere dil ko chhu jaayein

pyari yeh duniya saari, maine hai tujh pe waari
phir bhi mere dil ne tujh se yaari ki baazi haari

mere khayaalon mein, mere khayaalon mein, bas tum
wapas aa jao, mere pass tum sadaa
wapas aa jao, mere pass tum sadaa

suna mera jahaan, bhula mein hu kahaan
jab tak hai jaan mein jaan, tera rahun priya

wapas aa jao, mere pass tum sadaa
wapas aa jao, mere pass tum sadaa

priya mera jiya, priya mera jiya, tu hai jahaan

tera karu intezaar, tu mere dil ka qaraar
itna hai aetbaar, maanungaa na mein bhi haar

sadaa khushiyon ka ehsaas tha
gum ki parwah nahi thi
mohabbat ke looteron ne loot liya raste mein
manzilon ko jaane wali dagar tak miit gayi

bade pyar se sapna dekha tha ek aashiyane ka
lekin mere chaman se har ek phool le gaye woh
na jaane meri khushiyon ko kiski nazar lag gayi
mohabbat ke gulistan mein kaise aag lag gayi

mere hoton ki hasi pe marte the woh
mere labo pe sachchai se darte the woh
mere aankhon mein aasuon ki lehar lag gayi
meri masoom hasi ki kisko khabar lag gayi

BEFORE I WRITE THE ENDING LINE

FUCK LOVE, FUCK LIFE
WELCOME SORROWS, WELCOME PAIN

I'VE HAD ENOUGH
RAN THROUGH YOUR SECRETS AND LIES
BROKEN TRUST AND SHADOWS OF LUST
MY HEAD IS GONNA BURST
AGAIN I WILL CUT
SO YOU WON'T BE ABLE TO HURT

BURN IT ON MY HAND
SO I'LL BE ABLE TO STAND
START PUNCHING THE WALLS
I AM GONNA TAKE THIS FALL
EVERY NIGHT A CLOUD WILL RAIN
AND TRY TO ERASE MY PAIN

MY LIFE IS IN DANGER
I WANT TO SURVIVE THIS ANGER
WANNA HOLD YOU ONE MORE TIME
BEFORE I WRITE THE ENDING LINE

STANDING IN THE CORNER
EMPTYING ANOTHER PACKET

'Cause I can't live without you

I have got only two choices.
TO MAKE IT UP TO YOU or TO LIVE WITHOUT YOU

and I choose YOU.
'Cause I can't live without you.

I don't know,
in what words to tell you,
in which way I should make you understand,
how should I let you know,
and what can I do to make you mine.

Tell me, how can I say it in other words, I CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT YOU !!!

I keep looking for you, when I'm online.
I keep waiting for your call.
I walk by the places where once we used be.

No one will come and make things right,
You and I, only we had to try and we will fight.

its not possible, it never will be
life without you, I never even imagined
and now when I am living in it,
only I know what its like.

You promised me, you'll share all your sorrows,
but you are hiding, and going through it all alone.
It hurts babe, hurts like hell to me
like it did, like it does to you.

DON'T DO THIS ... PLEASE DON'T DO THIS !!!

एक प्रेम कथा

ती जन्मताच आंधळी, त्यामुळे सगळ्यांच्याच तिरस्कारास पात्र.
आई-वडील, सख्खे भाऊ, बहिणींही एक डोक्यावरचंन टाळता येणार ओझं म्हणून सहन करणारे.
ह्यात एकच समाधानाची बाब म्हणजे तिचा प्रियकर.
तिच्यावर जिवापाड प्रेम करणारा, तिच्या अंधपणाचा कोणताही बाऊ न करता.
मग तिला वाटायचे आपण खुप नशिबवान आहोत.
तिने कित्येक वेळेस त्याला म्हंटले सुद्धा, "जर मला दृष्टी लाभली असती तर तुझ्याशीच लग्न करून, शेवट पर्यंत साथ दिली असती."
आणी अचानक एके दिवशी चमत्कार झाला.
कोणीतरी तिला आपले डोळे देण्यास तयार झाला.
शेवटी यशस्वी शस्त्रक्रिये नंतर दिला दिसू लागले.
सर्व प्रथम तिने प्रियकराला पाहण्याचा हट्ट धरला.
त्याला पाहताच तिला जबरदस्त धक्का बसला.
तो चक्क आंधळा होता.
तेवढ्यात त्याने विचारले, "करशील आता माझ्याशी लग्न?"
तिने सहजतेने त्याचा प्रस्ताव नाकारला.
त्याने कांहीही प्रतिक्रीया व्यक्त केली नाही.
तिच्यापासुन दुर जाताना फक्त एवढेच म्हणाला, "माझ्या डोळ्यांची काळजी घे."

ती उघड्या डोळ्यांनी पहातच राहिली.

ITS YOU

ONCE IN A LIFETIME YOU FIND A FRIEND
WHO TOUCHES NOT ONLY YOUR HEART
BUT ALSO YOUR SOUL

ONCE IN A LIFETIME
YOU DISCOVER SOMEONE
WHO STANDS BESIDE YOU
NOT OVER YOU

ONCE IN A LIFETIME
IF YOU ARE LUCKY
YOU FIND SOMEONE
AS I HAVE FOUND YOU

VERY SPECIAL PEOPLE
WE CAN BE OURSELVES WITH
TALK WITH, LAUGH WITH
HOPE WITH AND BELIEVE WITH ..

.. I HAVE FOUND THAT SOMEONE
AND ITS YOU !!!

MAD aka MY ADORABLE DARLING

MYAW

SHONA

Aisa Nahi Ke Hum Ko Mohabbat Nahi Mili

Aisa Nahi Ke Hum Ko Mohabbat Nahi Mili,
Jaise Chaahte Thay Hum Ko Woh Ulfat Nahi Mili,

Milne Ko Zindgi Main Kayi Humsafer Miley,
Par Un Ki Tabiyat Se Tabiyat Nahi Mili,

Chehron Mein Duusron Ke Tumhe Dhoondhte Rahe,
Surat Nahi Milli Kahin Seerat Nahi Mili,

Bohut Deir Se Aaya To Mere Pass Kya Kahoon,
Alfaaz Dhoondne Ki Bhi Mouhlat Nahi Mili,

Tujh Ko Gila Raha Ke Tawajoh Na Di Tujhe,
Lekin Humein Khud Apni Mohabbat Nahi mili,

Her Shakhas Zindgi Mein Bohut Deir Se Mila,
Koi Bhi Cheez Waqat-e-Zaroorat Nahi Mili,

Hum Ko To Teri Aadatein Achhi Lagin,

Afsoos Ke Tujh Se Meri Aadat Nahi Milli

LOVE is

chand si mehbooba ho meri, kab aisa maine socha tha
ha tum bilkul waisi ho, jaisa maine socha tha

LOVE is not about finding the Mister or Miss Perfect.
LOVE is not about building the perfect relationship.

LOVE is about seeing through the imperfections and accepting the flaws of your life partner.
No one is perfect in this world and nothing is ideal.
We need to accept the things as they are. OR
We should try and change them as per our convenience. OR
We must adjust and try not to be bothered.

Things will not be always as you want them to be.
World will not follow you, never it did, never it will.
Either you maintain the rhythm and walk with world or move ahead of everyone.
Make our own way, don't care if others are with us or behind us or no one's following.
'Cause in the end, it's not your destination that matters, but your JOURNEY.

STAY WITH ME AND I'LL SHOW YOU THE WAY
YOU CAN CLOSE YOUR EYES AND TRUST ME
WE SHALL START THE JOURNEY, AND BRIGHTEN OUR OWN DAY

I've become so numb

I've become so numb
I keep lifting my feet to walk
I call people to help me out with something

I try to eat, but I take food and force myself to fill my stomach
I use my hands to dial some number,
but all I dial is yours

I feel insecure
I feel I'm falling every moment
I feel uncomfortable inside my own skin
I keep searching you in memories

Every place I walk by reminds me of you
Even the road to my home has talks of ME and YOU
I never imagined the life without you
I'm drowning every moment, in the pain of losing you

I promise to make it alright
every life I will stay by your side
It's like walking in the middle tornado
Your absence has taken the place of my shadow

I don't wanna live without you
I just can't think life without you
I'll never give you a chance to scold me
I love you shona, come back and hold me

baby, come back

in what words should I tell you
baby, come back
will it make a sense
with a letter in my blood

life is like living in a nightmare
every dream is about us
every thought of our past
my every breathe is longing for you

how did u forget everything
all your crazy dreams
when you woke up searching for me
all the times you were afraid of losing me

nobody knows what it was
they haven't seen you crying for me
they haven't heard you calling my name
when you reached for my hand in sleep

our arms tell the story of our love
cuts on your and mine have burns
there was a time, when you could live without food
but never a day passed by without my love

baby, come back
I am made for loving you
baby, come back
I'm lost and I don't know what to do

I find myself hung, when I look up the ceiling

I think this is my last day, my last night
my last hour, before I turn off the light

I've gone too far, can't come back
there is no return, life is on wrong track

I fear the survival, I ain't got any reason
life without you, is like living in a prison

I tear up my scars, stop my wounds from healing
could I die this moment, and help myself in killing

I try, but I can't get off this feeling
I find myself hung, when I look up the ceiling

I have a dream

I open my eyes.
I see you.
It's morning.
It's sunday morning.
I get up from the bed.
Walk near the window.
Slide the curtains aside.
Its raining outside.
I look at the sun.
I look back and stare at you for a moment.
You are smiling in sleep, must be dancing with me in your dream.
I walk towards the bed.
Bend down, put your hairs form your face, behind your ears.
I kiss on your forehead.
I get up and walk in the kitchen.
I can still see you from inside the kitchen.
I put on the gas to prepare tea.
Tea is ready.
Get the tray with two cups filled with tea to bed.
Keep the tray on table besides the bed.
Gently push you to wake up.
You hold my hand and cuddle it.
I say,'Honey! It's morning!'
You lightly open your eyes seeing me in sight.
You stretch your arms and ask for a hug.
I take your hands and pull you up.
Hold you in my arms and make you sit.
I take the tray.
I take the cup and offer it to you.
Another, I take for myself.
You see outside.
You shiver, cause it's raining outside.
You smile.
You make stupid face.
You start some stupid conversation.
We sip the tea and end it up.

mohabbat tune bhi ki, lekin nibhana na aaye tujhe
khwab dikhaye, lekin palko pe sajanaa na aaye tujhe

dil ke tukde bikhar ke sharmsaar hai
teri har hasi meri mohabbat ki karzdaar hai

If I let you go ...

Day after day
Time pass away
And I just can´t get you off my mind
Nobody knows ... I hide it inside
I keep on searching but I can´t find
The courage to show ...
To letting you know ...
I´ve never felt so much love before
And once again I´m thinking about
Taking the easy way out ...

But if I let you go
I will never know
What my life would be
Holding you close to me
Will I ever see
You smiling back at me
How will I know?
If I let you go ...

Night after night
I hear myself sayin´
Why can´t this feeling just fade away?
There´s no one like you ...
You speak to my heart...
It´s such a shame we´re worlds apart ...
I´m too shuy to ask ...
I´m too proud to lose
But sooner or later I gotta choose
And once again I´m thinking about
Taking the easy way out ...

Once again I´m thinking about ....
Taking the easy way out ....

They don't know

They say you're gone
They say you don't care
They say you played
and now you ain't gonna come back

They don't know you, but I know you
'Cause I have been through you
We have been through good, bad and worst
They have not seen you, like I did
They don't understand you, like I do

And I love you still
but I don't know what to do
to make you come back
I have got all planned
and I'll make it happen
I just want you to come back

I am a friend

Remember this ???

That's when I came into your life !!!
Stood by your side, as a friend, as a guardian.
How you wish to forget all those days.
Those were the best days of our life !!!

You showed me the way to happiness, and we both walked over. A friendship so pure, everyone envied.

I miss the time, when we were best friends.
Even then, I would have died for our friendship.
Your smile was everything for me even then and now.

I was a friend
I was a friend you trusted
A friend you told everything

I was a friend
A friend who helped you
A friend who helped you through the worst

I was a friend
A friend for whom you cried
Cause you couldn't live without me

I was a friend
A best friend
With whom you wished to stay till the end
You promised to stay with me and never leave

I am a friend
Already promised to stay by your side, till the very end.

Huh !!! This is just filmi for you

Tu meri mohabbat bhool gayi hai
Tu apni bhi ibaadat bhool chuki hai
Har pal jab meri aarzoo karti thi
Ab toh tu meri kashish bhi bhool chuki hai

Teri mohabbat mein khud ko nilaam kar diya hai
Zindagi ka har lamha tere naam kar diya hai
Mohabbat ki rahon mein agar saath main chhod deta
Khud se hi poochh le, zinda kya tu reh leta

Teri har mushkil mein main tere aas paas tha
Ek aisa waqt tha jab har pal main hi khaas tha
Khud hi baandhi zanzeer mere paav mein
Aur kehte ho kachcha dhaga hai, tod ke nikal jaoge

Na jaane kyon mujhse mera rab ruth gaya
Waada kiya tha umar bhar ka, char din mein saath chhut gaya
Jaane na kab tak is dil ko behlaoonga,
Yeh bhi ruth gaya toh kaise main jee paoonga

Sad Love Story

I had three friends. Eric, Cathlyn, Carol.
Eric was chased by all the girls in our high school.
Cathlyn was one of those popular girls. Cheerleader, sexy, and stylish.
Carol was just one of those plain and average girls .
Cathlyn and Carol were both totally crazy and wacko over Eric.
Cathlyn didn't have to do anything to attract Eric.
For she was already attractive enough.
Carol on the other hand, showered Eric which love and care.
Carol wasn't ugly at all.
In fact, she looked sweet and pleasant.
But she wasn't a cheerleader, she didn't were spaghetti-straps or tubes.
So like everyone expected, Eric chose Cathlyn.
For Carol was just one ordinary and plain girl.
While Cathlyn was labele d as the cool and attractive type.

Eric always insulted Carol.

Telling her what a 'Plain Jane' she was.
And how dumb she looked.
Which obviously made Carol feel so hurt and useless.
That's life. Carol never gave up though.
She wanted to prove something to Eric.
She wanted to prove that looks aren't everything.
She studied hard, really hard.
She became the top girl, and all the guys who once ignored her, chased her.

But she never forgot Eric.
Everyday, she put a red rose in Eric's locker.
Always with the same words.
'I care for you, and I always will'
Because she knew that Eric was facing a hard time.
Eric began to realise.
How dumb he had been.
His beloved girlfriend, Cathlyn.
Was flirting with other guys.
He regretted for choosing the wrong girl.

Cathlyn broke up with Eric later.
For she had found a wealthier guy.
Eric felt so cheated, stupid and dumb.
He went to look for Carol.
He knelt on his knees, and said.
"Carol, please forgive me. Do you want to be my girlfriend?"
Carol rejected him, much to everyone's surprise.
She only uttered these words.
"You've suffered a great loss, so I don't want you to face another one"

Eric felt disappointed.
He didn't understand a word that she said to him.
But they became good friends.
Did everything together.
Eric began to change into someone better.
Because Carol showered him with the love he never experienced before.
His ex-girlfriends had never treated him that way.
They just accepted him for his looks.
But Carol accepted him for himself .
She changed him.
Carol continued putting a red rose into his locker everyday.
With the same words. She never forgot.

One day, Carol didn't turn up in school.
She didn't come for a week.
At first, Eric thought that she was on a vacation with her family.
Because she told him that she would be going Hawaii with them.
But one day. He received a call from the General Hospital.
Saying that Carol was about to die.
She had been suffering from cancer.
But Carol forbade them from telling him.
Because she didn't want Eric to worry about her.
But now that she was about to die.
She wanted to see Eric for the last time.
Eric rushed to the hospital.
When he saw how weak Carol was.
Tears began rushing down his cheeks.
He whispered.
"Why didn't you tell me earlier? Why did you hide this from me?"
She looked at him . And smiled weakly at him.

"When I said that I didn't want you to suffer from facing another loss, I meant this. I didn't want to tell you because I didn't want you to worry. I wanted to spend my last days with you cheerfully." Eric looked at her.
"You can't leave me!" he said.
"What will I be without you?"
"You'll be who you are now. I will always be there by your side. Never forget that. Cherish those times. Live life happily. And one more thing."

"Yes?" "I love you" And she died. Eric screamed.
He still couldn't accept Carol's death.
He had only spent a month with Carol.

A month. But Carol changed his life in a way.
A way that no one could ever explain. He regretted.
But he knew that Carol would always be keeping an eye on him from Heaven.
Sometimes We just don't appreciate those people who really care for us.
Until they leave us. Until we lose them. Then we regret.
Outer beauty doesn't matter; it's the inner one that counts.
It's better to tell someone how much you love them.
Rather than to not tell them and lose them without telling them.
You'll regret Love is. When we fight till the very last minute.
Just to show and tell someone how much we love them.

you promised me, you'll never do it again
you promised me, you'll never leave
you promised me, w will start a new life leaving our past behind
you promised me, we will build our new world
you promised me, we will make our dreams come true
you promised me, we will stay together forever
you promised me, we will fight against the world
you promised me, we will rise up against all odds

sometimes we fall apart
sometimes we make it through
so tell me what you want
I'll do whatever I can

I can give it a try
I am not gonna cry

sometimes its hard to find the words
to tell you what I feel so deeply in my world,
you are all that really matters
and I LOVE YOU

Every time I'm thinking of you
I don't realize when the distance gets walked out
But the moment I feel your absence,
road becomes longer and minute turns into an hour

Lizard's Love

In order to renovate the house, someone in Japan tears open the wall. Japanese houses normally have a hollow space between the wooden walls.
When tearing down the walls, he found that there was a lizard stuck there because a nail from outside hammered into one of its feet. He sees this, feels pity and at the same time curious, as when he checked the nail, it was nailed 10 years ago when house was first built.
The lizard has survived in such position for 10 years!?!! In a dark wall partition for 10 years without moving, it is impossible and mind boggling.
Then he wondered, how this lizard survived for 10 years without moving a single step - since its feet was nailed!
So he stopped his work and observed the lizard, what has it been doing and what has it been eating? Later, don't know from where appears another lizard, with food in its mouth... AHHH! He was stunned and touched deeply. For the lizard that was stuck by nail, another lizard has been feeding it for the past 10 years..
Such a love, such a beautiful love!! Such love happened even on this tiny creature... What can love do? It can do wonders!! Imagine it has been doing it without getting tired for some 10 yrs, without giving up hope on its partner. Imagine could you have done it for someone ? Imagine what a small creature can do but a creature blessed with the brilliant mind can't.

As the technology advances, our access to information becomes faster and faster. But the distance between human beings, is it getting closer as well?

An Amazing Love Story

He met her on a party. She was so outstanding, many guys chasing after her, while he so normal, nobody paid attention to him. At the end of the party, he invited her to have coffee with him, she was surprised, but due to being polite, she promised. They sat in a nice coffee shop, he was too nervous to say anything, she felt uncomfortable, she thought, please, let me go home.... suddenly he asked the waiter. "would you please give me some salt? I'd like to put it in my coffee."

Everybody stared at him, so strange! His face turned red, but still, he put the salt in his coffee and drank it. She asked him curiously; why you have this hobby? He replied: "when I was a little boy, I was living near the sea, I like playing in the sea, I could feel the taste of the sea, just like the taste of the salty coffee. Now every time I have the salty coffee, I always think of my childhood, think of my hometown, I miss my hometown so much, I miss my parents who are still living there". While

saying that tears filled his eyes. She was deeply touched.

That's his true feeling, from the bottom of his heart. A man who can tell out his homesickness, he must be a man who loves home, cares about home, has responsibility of home. Then she also started to speak, spoke about her faraway hometown, her childhood, her family. That was a really nice talk, also a beautiful beginning of their story.

They continued to date. She found that actually he was a man who meets all her demands; he had tolerance, was kind hearted, warm, careful. He was such a good person but she almost missed him! Thanks to his salty coffee!

Then the story was just like every beautiful love story , the princess married to the prince, then they were living the happy life... And, every time she made coffee for him, she put some salt in the coffee, as she knew that's the way he liked it.

After 40 years, he passed away, left her a letter which said:

"My dearest, please forgive me, forgive my whole life lie. This was the only lie I said to you---the salty coffee. Remember the first time we dated? I was so nervous at that time, actually I wanted some sugar, but I said salt It was hard for me to change so I just went ahead. I never thought that could be the start of our communication! I tried to tell you the truth many times in my life, but I was too afraid to do that, as I have promised not to lie to you for anything.. Now I'm dying, I afraid of nothing so I tell you the truth: I don't like the salty coffee, what a strange bad taste.. But I have had the salty coffee for my whole life! Since I knew you, I never feel sorry for anything I do for you. Having you with me is my biggest happiness for my whole life. If I can live for the second time, still want to know you and have you for my whole life,even though I have to drink the salty coffee again".

Her tears made the letter totally wet.Someday, someone asked her: what's the taste of salty coffee? It's sweet. She replied.

Love is not 2 forget but 2 forgive, not 2 c but 2 understand, not 2 hear but 2 listen, not 2 let go but 2 HOLD ON !!!!

Don't ever leave the one you love for the one you like, because the one you like will leave you for the one they love.

A LOVE STORY

From the very Begining, the girl's family objected strongly on her dating this guy. Saying that it has got to do with family background
& that the girl will have to suffer for the rest of her life if she were to be with him.

Due to family's pressure, the couple quarrel very often. Though the girl love the guy deeply, but she always ask him:
"How deep is your love for me?"

As the guy is not good with his words, this often cause the girl to be very upset. With that & the family's pressure,
the girl often vent her anger on him. As for him, he only endure it in silence.

After a couple of years, the guy finally graduated & decided to further his studies in overseas.
Before leaving, he proposed to the girl: "I'm not very good with words. But all I know is that I love you.
If you allow me, I will take care of you for the rest of my life. As for your family,
I'll try my best to talk them round. Will you marry me?"

The girl agreed, & with the guy's determination, the family finally gave in &
agreed to let them get married. So before he leave, they got engaged.

The girl went out to the working society, whereas the guy was overseas, continuing his studies.
They sent their love through emails & phone calls. Though it's hard, but both never thought of giving up.

One day, while the girl was on her way to work, she was knocked down by a car that lost control.
When she woke up, she saw her parents beside her bed. She realised that she was badly injured.
Seeing her mum crying, she wanted to comfort her. But she realized that all that could come out of her mouth was just a sigh.
She has lost her voice......


The doctors says that the impact on her brain has caused her to lose her voice. Listening to her parents' comfort,
but with nothing coming out from her, she broke down.

During the stay in hospital, besides silence cry,.....it's still just silence cry that companied her.
Upon reaching home, everything seems to be the same. Except for the ringing tone of the phone.
Which pierced into her heart everytime it rang. She does not wish to let the guy know. & not wanting to be a burden to him,
she wrote a letter to him saying that she does not wish to wait any longer.

With that, she sent the ring back to him. In return, the guy sent millions & millions of reply, and countless of phonecalls,.
. all the girl could do, besides crying, is still crying....

The parents decided to move away, hoping that she could eventually forget everything & be happy.

With a new environment, the girl learn sign language & started a new life. Telling herself everyday that she must forget the guy.
One day, her friend came & told her that he's back.
She asked her friend not to let him know what happened to her. Since then, there wasn't anymore news of him.

A year has passed & her friend came with an envelope, containing an invitation card for the guy's wedding.
The girl was shattered. When she open the letter, she saw her name in it instead.

When she was about to ask her friend what's going on, she saw the guy standing in front of her.
He used sign language telling her "I've spent a year's time to learn sign language.
Just to let you know that I've not forgotten our promise. Let me have the chance to be your voice.
I Love You. With that, he slipped the ring back into her finger. The girl finally smiled.

I'll be the one

I'll be the one

I guess you were lost when I met you
Still there were tears in your eyes
So out of trust and I knew
No more than mysteries and lies

There you are, wild and free
Reachin' out like you needed me
A helping hand to make it right
I am holding you all through the night

I'll be the one (I'll be the one)
Who will make all your sorrows undone
I'll be the light (I'll be the light)
When you feel like there's nowhere to run
I'll be the one

To hold you and make sure that you'll be alright
'Cause my faith is gone
And I want to take you from darkness to light

There you are, wild and free
Reachin' out like you needed me
A helping hand to make it right
I am holding you all through the night

To hold you, and make sure that you'll be alright

You need me like I need you
We can share our dreams comin' true
I can show you what true love means
Just take me hand, baby please...

I'll be the one
I'll be the light
Where you can run
To make it alright
I'll be the one
I'll be the light
Where you can run

I'll be the one
I'll be the light
Where you can run
To make it alright
I'll be the one
I'll be the light
Where you can run
To make it alright
I'll be the one

To hold you, and make sure that you'll be alright
I'll be the one

I'm not misunderstanding,
but I'm not trying to understand
I'll always be the last man standing
cause I just want to hold your hand

Sometimes a moment gets stuck,
and I don't know what the ****
I run out of knowledge,
and feel like I'm falling from the edge

I'm going nowhere,
no need to raise an alarm
when you are lost n lonely,
you'll be wrapped up in my arms

There is no tear, I won't cry
I'm not even ashamed of not saying a good bye

I have seen it till the end
and I think you never was a friend

I don't even remember the time we spent
you were never there, when I needed a friend

there's nothing I can catch from our past
there was nothing which meant to last

well, you can call me insane
but, I'm tired of hearing your name

I know I'm not cool
but I'm really tired of being a fool

you treat me like a child
and this drives me so wild

sitting on this chair
I think its just not fair
I don't have a clue
what am I trying to prove ?
I'm losing my temper
want to surrender
in your arm
but I'm hearin an alarm
wish if I could run
to you, so my heart won't burn
may be I'm playing
or just delaying
am I lying ?
or just denying
words kept inside
holding onto my false pride
walking on the road
with this unbearable load
I'm trying to hear
changing the gear
you can call me insane
we are driving in opposite lane
I want to speak out
but instead I leak out
how ever hard the roads are
and even though we stay far
I LOVE YOU STILL
I DID, I DO and I WILL

have I told you, how I feel

have I told you, how I feel
when you're not around, my wounds refuse to heal
I'm going through this pain I don't wish to deal
when you are not here by my side, everything seems so unreal

your name is carved on my soul, no need to put a seal
I'm searching into yesterday, a moment with you to steal
even though its all said and done, I LOVE YOU still
no matter what, I DID, I DO and I WILL

feelin lonely

Sometimes when I'm alone and I think of you,
no matter how hard I try, your thoughts drive me crazy

I try to work and fool my mind
I close my eyes, and take a deep breathe
I try to read, but I see your face
when I breathe, I can smell your perfume

When I'm feeling lonely,
I won't run to you,
I won't beg you to stay,
I won't let you know,
but I'll be walking on your way
You won't realize, how much I miss you
So when I'm besides you, I 'll refuse to kiss you

When I'm feeling blue,
I don't have a clue
Why do I need to prove,
how much I love you


Even though we are one soul,
you make me fall
you make me crawl,
when I need you, and you're always far away
I don't know what to do

I keep searching for your presence,
I lose my temper,
I get filled with anger
I tell myself, you love me
though we are apart, you stay here in my heart