Saturday, January 31, 2009

who am I

It is so irritating
I am all messed up and frustrated
When nothing can make the feelings go away
When nothing can calm down the anger within and it keeps eating me from the inside
I have realized, I have come way to ahead, its too late to go back and I can't go ahead, cause the one who knew the path for the journey has betrayed and left

I hate myself cause of you SLUT
Sometimes I wish I was a kid again, skinned knees are better than a broken heart
My soul is stuck in my body
I just want to run away and hide somewhere, but can't help myself, cause every where I go, memories follow like the shadow
Even shadow are left behind in the darkness, but memories keep haunting

I am changed so much for someone, that I have lost my real identity and I can't change back to who I was
I am tired of changing myself all the time

I get irritated when somebody asks me how are you
I get really pissed off, when somebody smiles and expects the same from me

I feel like a kid who has lost his way home and I am crawling in the darkness

all I need is a girl

all I need is a girl
who will hold my hand
and make me feel
she will never let go of me

all I want is a girl
to sit beside me
talk through her eyes
and share the silence

all I want is a girl
to sleep on my shoulder
her hairs to tinkle my cheeks
her scent would set me free

all I want is a girl
afraid to lose me
I am the world for whom
and she would be my destiny

all I want is a girl
to smell my fingers
the reason to live
the reason to quit smoke

all I want is a girl
whom I can trust
who will follow me blindly
all I want is pure love

Friday, January 30, 2009

I'll give this love

I wasted my days,
I wasted my nights,
I wasted my time,
I wasted my life,
I wasted my love
on you
now I'll give this love
to someone,
whose heart is true

I wasted my summer,
I wasted my rains,
I wasted my winter,
and got all this pain,
love will never get old
its always new,
now I'll give this love
to someone,
whose heart is true

chapter 13

Chapter 13

what should I write about this girl

the girl who smokes, drinks, uses abusive words, talks like a cheap whore
she is a beggar, d fact which she keeps denying
always begging for attention, pampering, money, happiness, friends and love
she don't even lives with her family, in fact, her dad has thrown her out, cause she has disguised their image and reputation, blackened her own face
she is always on fishing for the guys to have fun and get nasty
always spends money lavishly, cause anyhow it doesn't belong to her (hard earned money of others)
very smart in cooking up stories and keeping secrecy of the relation
will do anything to keep herself safe and her image clean
once you are hunted, she will take away everything from you and leave you to live
why does a girl need to keep MEN around her?
I will tell you, 'Cause a WHORE needs brokers to get business and protect her too.
sometimes I wonder, how can a girl be so cheap? what kind of a girl she is ?
so many guys! now I don't even remember the count

Monday, January 26, 2009

Kahe Paise Pe Itna Guroor Kare Hain



Chaar Paise Kya Mile
Kya Mile Bhai Kya Mile
Khud Ko Samajh Baithe Khuda
Woh Khuda Hi Jaane Ab Hoga Tera Anjaam Kya
Kahe Paise Pe
Kahe Paise Pe Itna Guroor Kare Hain
Kahe Paise Pe Itna Guroor Kare Hain
Yehi Paisa To
Yehi Paisa To Apno Se Door Kare Hain
Door Kare Hain
Kahe Paise Pe Itna Guroor Kare Hain
Guroor Kare Hain

Sone Chaandi Ke
Unche Mehalo Mein
Dard Zyada Hai, Chain Thoda Hai
Dard Zyada Hai, Chain Thoda Hai
Is Zamane Mein, Paise Walon Ne
Pyaar Cheena Hai, Dil Ko Toda Hai
Pyaar Cheena Hai, Dil Ko Toda Hai
Paise Ki Ehmiyat Ko Inkaar Nahi Hai
Paisa Hi Magar Sab Kuch Sarkaar Nahi Hai
In Ka Insaan Hai, Paisa Paisa Hai
Dil Humara Bhi Tere Jaisa Hai
Hai Bhala Paisa To Bura Bhi Hai
Yeh Zeher Bhi Hai, Yeh Nasha Bhi Hai
Yeh Zeher Bhi Hai, Yeh Nasha Bhi Hai
Yeh Nasha Koyi
Yeh Nasha Koyi Dhoka Zuroor Kare Hain
Yehi Paisa To Haan
Yehi Paisa To Apno Se Door Kare Hain
Door Kare Hain
Kahe Paise Pe Itna Guroor Kare Hain
Guroor Kare Hain

Arre Chale Kahan
Yeh Paison Se Kya Kya Tum Yahan Khreedoge
Dil Khreedoge Ya Ke Jaan Khreedoge
Bazaaron Mein Pyaar Kahan Bikta Hai
Dukaanon Pe Yaar Kahan Bikta Hai
Phool Bik Jaate Hai
Khushboo Bikti Nahi
Jism Bik Jaate Hain
Rooh Bikti Nahi
Chain Bikta Nahi
Khwaab Bikte Nahi
Dil Ke Armaan Betaab Bikte Nahi
Arre Paise Se Kya Kya Tum Yahan Khreedoge
Dil Khreedoge Ya Ke Jaan Khreedoge

Yeh In Hawaon Ka Mol
Kya Doge
Un Ghataon Ka Mol
Kya Doge
Arre In Zameenon Ka Mol Ho Shayad
Aasmanon Ka Mol, Kya Doge
Yeh In Hawaon Ka Mol
Kya Doge
Un Ghataon Ka Mol
Kya Doge
Arre In Zameenon Ka Mol Ho Shayad
Aasmanon Ka Mol, Kya Doge
Paas Paisa Hai To Hai Yeh Duniya Haseen
Duniya Haseen
Ho Zaroorat Se Zyada To Iman-o-yaqeen
Iman-o-yaqeen
Yeh Dimago Mein
Yeh Dimaago Mein Kasoor Kare Hain
Yehi Paisa To
Yehi Paisa To Apno Se Door Kare Hain
Door Kare Hain
Kahe Paise Pe Itna Guroor Kare Hain
Guroor Kare Hain

Tuesday, January 13, 2009

FUCK OFF BITCH

You think ..

I'm a complex material, without any identity. I don't have any dreams of my own. I'm useless itching asshole, who don't even care about his family and friends, can't make them happy, and I'm always unsatisfied with everything. I'm careless about my career n life, living with the database of memories. I'm d most demotivatin person on earth.
I'm inferior to everyone in all the aspects of life. Got no career, no future. I've no style. I'm dumb n dnt knw hw to carry myself. I've no sense of dressing or talking. I've a pathetic attitude. This is me n my life is miserable.


I've got only 3 words for you ... FUCK OFF BITCH

Sunday, January 11, 2009

WHEN A GIRL

WHEN A GIRL IS QUIET
MILLIONS OF PLANS ARE RUNNING IN HER MIND


WHEN A GIRL IS NOT ARGUING
SHE IS THINKING DEEPLY TO FUCK YOUR LIFE


WHEN A GIRL LOOKS AT U WITH EYES FULL OF QUESTIONS
SHE IS WONDERING HOW LONG SHE WILL BE ABLE TO PLAY WITH YOU


WHEN A GIRL ANSWER 'I M FINE' AFTER A FEW SECONDS
YOU ARE NOT GOING TO BE FINE ANYMORE


WHEN A GIRL STARES AT YOU
SHE IS WONDERING HOW DO YOU TRUST WHEN SHE IS LYING AND SLEEPING WITH ANOTHER GUY BEHIND YOUR BACK


WHEN A GIRL LAYS ON YOUR CHEST
SHE IS MISSING HER EARLIER NIGHTS WITH OTHER GUYS AND THOSE SIMILAR MOMENTS


WHEN A GIRL CALLS YOU EVERYDAY
SHE WANTS TO HAVE FUN WITH YOU


WHEN A GIRL MESSAGES (SMS) U EVERYDAY
SHE WANTS YOU TO FLIRT WITH HER AND GET NASTY


WHEN A GIRLS SAYS I LOVE U
SHE IS FAKING IT, BUT WANTS YOU TO LOVE HER


WHEN A GIRL SAYS THAT SHE CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT YOU
SHE HAS MADE UP HER MIND THAT SHE WILL NEVER LET YOU LIVE WITHOUT HER


WHEN A GIRLS SAYS 'I MISS YOU'
YOU ARE GONE DUDE, NO ONE IN THIS WORLD CAN SAVE YOU FROM HER CLAWS...

Sunday, January 04, 2009

chapter 12

Chapter 12

she is untouchable, not only by birth but also by her deeds

d shameless acts that she performed are a shame on d being of her womanhood
I knew that there live such characterless girls in this world, but I realized it lately when I got to knew her
after all d said and done, its not a big deal for her
sleeping with different guys and abusing their family is not a big deal at all (?)
promiscuous girl is too less a term to refer her
its always fun for her to control guys emotionally and physically
if you want to see her true colors, then do something against her will or try to prove her wrong, and there she will show her cheapest level
she is not a third class girl, in fact she has no class or character
she is a living example of how a girl should not be
God must have been experimenting on this piece, when he produced such a flawed item and put her in d category of WOMAN
she in no way deserves to be forgiven
d seeds of lust and guilty passion that she planted can never yield her sweet fruits

Wednesday, December 24, 2008

chapter 11

Chapter 11

she is one unsatisfied girl
no matter how much money u spend
no matter how much love u give
no matter how much u care
no matter what u do 4 her
you can't please her
its only money that lures her
you will lose everything takin care of her mood swings
d more you do 4 her, d more she expects n this does go on
when you reach your limits, she will just find some other guy who can replace you n fulfill her now increased expectations (leavin u dry n exhausted)
she can fall 4 anyone, you just need to be around her consolin n pamperin her when she is emotionally down, show her some money and then you can HAVE her
now there's a new term to refer her
she is a PROPERTY which is already used unofficially by THREE (or more?) guyz
I must not forget to mention that I paid THIRTEEN THOUSAND 4 usin this PROPERTY, which I think is too much 4 THREE NIGHTS
now d guy who is officially goin to own this PROPERTY, is either a fool or an emotional fool [:D]

with loads of hate n curse, wish you a fucked up new year

Tuesday, December 23, 2008

chapter 10

Chapter 10

evrytym I write abt this gal, it reminds me of d beautiful curse that she spelled on me
physically she is no gud n emotionally she is even worst
with so many health problems in her list, she is as good as handicapped
she is always on a search 4 d one who wil take gud care of her, d one who wil make her feel happy wen she is down, d one who wil satisfy her physical n monetory needs, n she is very smart 2 handle these three (or more) guyz efficiently [:D]
she does go 2 any lowest level just 2 prove herself right n cover up her lies
she has no frnds(?) in gals, only males all around her whom she uses as per her convenience
a PLAY GAL, once u r influenced by her, there's no escape 4m her claws
a witch is better than this bitch
world sees her as a responsible gal with pride n high ambitions
howevr she is highly unethical in behavior n lives with no morals
people comin 4m slum area r lyk that only, they wil do anything 4 d sake of their own happiness n money
same kinda ppl now accompany n sway around her

Monday, December 22, 2008

Love = Money

They say, LOVE is GOD and God is Love.

Therefore, we have

Love = God ------ (1)

But in today's world, Money is God

Therefore, we have

Money = God ------ (2)

From equation 1 and 2, we can conclude,

Love = Money

Tuesday, December 16, 2008

they call me

they call me insane
but it ain't their fault
they can never feel my pain

they call me insensitive
but they don't know the fact
why am I so much negative

they call me mad
Oh God! I was never like this
I was a happy living lad

they call me crazy
but after all that's said n done
to be ME is not so easy


Friday, December 05, 2008

la la la la la

sleeping by your side
I did enjoy the night
don't know what to decide
you lied to me

you slept with other guy
and stabbed me in the eye
now are you gratified
you lied to me

la la la la la

chapter 9

Chapter 9

here is another 1
4 d one who is a betrayer
she never was a girl I thought I knew
she is a shameless girl, never cares 4 anyone
she is d most selfish girl I have ever met, d worst liar yet in my life
I run out of bad words when I think of her
I dnt need 2 giv any bad words, but she nly cals herself 'whore', 'slut', 'sex slave', 'BITCH', 'prostitute'
she knws very well how 2 use guys n get d benefits from them
gets closer 2 guys by catching their sympathies 4 her
she wil use anything that gives her happiness n will go 2 any lowest level 4 her self-satisfaction, let it be emotional or physical
she is a criminal mind, wil leave no traces behind her which might cause her any trouble
takes (mis) advantage of being a girl, even God must be ashamed of her being a women
I lost d respect 4 women after I got 2 know this bloody selfish girl [?]
makes use of her tears 2 control men around her
she wil do anything 2 seek attention n money
her heart is uglier than her face
MAY GOD CURSE U 4 REST OF UR LIFE

Monday, December 01, 2008

bewafaa kahu, ya behayaa kahu
kissa us ki besharami ka,
kya lab se bayaa karu
beadab kahu, ya beizzat kahu
manzi ne hi kashti ko duboya hai,
kyun sahil ki shikayat karu

Sunday, November 16, 2008

mere tute huye armaano ki kimat hai yeh

tujhse hi jodi thi maine takdeer meri
mere dil mein ab bhi hai tasweer teri
meri aankhon ko aansuoon ki aadat si hai
mere tute huye armaano ki kimat hai yeh

Friday, November 07, 2008

sambhal na saku jab girta hoon main

harpal aankhon mein rehta hai aks tera
ab toh apne hi dil pe nahi hak mera
teri hi yaadon me firta hoon main
aur sambhal na saku jab girta hoon main

jao main toh jaha bhi, hai viraniya

bin tere kaise jiye hum
zeher zindagi ka kaise piye hum
daman se lipati hai tanhaiya
jao main toh jaha bhi, hai viraniya

Thursday, November 06, 2008

deewaron se bhi ab ladta hoon main

khud ko andhero se bharta hoon main
na jane kyon ujalo se darta hoon main
parchhaiyon mein bhi jalta hoon main
deewaron se bhi ab ladta hoon main

Wednesday, November 05, 2008

kya se kya ho gaya..


Dhagej-A trade marked name.

Grt frnd of mine,have seen such kinda moulding4 d 1st time-D original piece

Mr.DC is a person who cn b the best budy u can talk to whenver u need ne1 of ur level of understnding,"Forme,hes the best1 with whom i cn share my personal stuff n rly feel GOOD',he can be d best cartoon to make u laugh,n the best partner to be wid 4 life time.Hes the 1 who cn make u undrstnd the situation,no matter he knows it or no,lolz,n make u understnd(hope u gotit)

Such a cool n clm sweetheart tht ne1 wud luv to talk to him n discuss things.BFs wud feel jealous when their GFs talk to him.

Seems to b confused whn it comes to his Gal,cnt unrstnd it.PPl say hes a sentimental fool in relationships,I DONT THINK SO,hes enuf matured n cn take prper decesions at times.

A grt DESH PREMI Indian.TIll the time people like him live in India,there r gud hopes of dvlpment.dont wury dude,as WE LOVE INDIA,,wil do it together.

FOr all wat u do,Luv u buddy.God bless


kya se kya ho gaya..
bewafaa.. aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah !!!
tere pyar mein..